Hi ladies 🌹 Just a reminder that we will be gathering in circle this Wednesday, 11.19. I'm excited to welcome my dear friend and wisdom keeper, @Sarah Connolly, as a co-facilitator for this week's call. She will be sharing a potent transmission about the death and rebirth process of our soul's evolutionary path. Bring a warm drink, a journal, and your full presence. Looking forward to sitting in circle with you. 💜 Check the calendar for your timezone and the Zoom link.

I was born into war. Four years old, suitcase in hand, watching my father stay behind and my mother hold three girls together. I learned early to protect, to silence, to be strong. I became everyone’s anchor and lost my own play. Beauty, ease, and laughter slowly turned into control, achievement, and guilt. I did everything right — school, career, success — yet felt like an actor in the wrong play. By 2017, the mask of “the perfect life” was polished to perfection… and completely empty. Crisis At the top of my career I realised I couldn’t breathe. The mask cracked. It wasn’t depression; it was the soul demanding to live. I saw that I had become my family’s system, the company’s system, the world’s system — and none of them were truly me. That was the first time I said “no” to the world, and “yes” to myself — without knowing it. Letting go was my first real success. Chase So I tried to redesign my life like a project. I made “the best résumé in the world,” shaped like playing cards, and called it Let’s Play. I thought I was chasing a new job. In truth, I was inviting Life itself to play with me. What looked like career creativity was actually self-therapy — a way out of numbness through imagination, the first sign that play was returning to my world. Conflict Without roles and titles, I felt naked. The dragons were many: fear of love, fear of the unknown, fear of being seen. The biggest one was the belief that I had to earn worthiness. Alcohol, performance, and perfection were my armour. Each time I dropped one, I met another layer of fear. When love finally knocked, I realised the fiercest dragon was the fear of receiving it. That’s when the real war ended. Breakthrough Love appeared — not the fairy-tale kind, but the one that burns illusions. Through him, I saw my soul. Through pain, I met God. I let go of the idea that I control the story and started listening instead. I realised: life is not a problem to solve but a dance to join. 2017 cracked the wall; what poured in was light, laughter, and guidance I couldn’t explain but couldn’t deny.

I hope this post won’t land weirdly, it’s coming from a place of curiosity as I am merging where I’m at in my life and spirituality with dating. I would really love to have some open honest conversations with men in the community, around self pleasure, p*rn, semen retention and your views & beliefs. So if you’re a man and you have anything to say on this please drop me a message or leave a comment. Would really appreciate hearing from men, as I sound out my own feelings & beliefs around this. Jaz x

For anyone who excels forward with excitement and then sits in tears or frozen… observing past failures, being cautiously optimistic, slightly daunted and overwhelmed by your own power as well as Anyone wanting to cry and freeze or freak -I totally feel you! That old fearful saboteur has been muzzled but is still present. I took the chance and having a place where people know the truth feels as sad as it does exciting. Had to share that I’m sitting with that holllyyy sheeaattt silent feeling before you shift, anyone else?

Heyyy yall!! Have to jump in here and share for anyone who has experienced or knows someone who has experienced CSA - child s….abuse. I am THE Superhero for the kids, including your inner ones. The videos shown in schools since 2004 are free and you can bring me or use me in any way you need to save the children. The tunnels are real, my friends, and the truth about organized perps is far worse than you can imagine. That’s why I’m funny and FUN in the face of the fear. Laugher, joy, and Yeshua eradicates the bad guys - even though that sounds too easy, they keep that truth hidden because it is that easy!! Check me out if you’re a warrior against child predators and utilize me however you need. I’m even getting my CDL so I can drive the buses and trucks of kids as needed. Let’s roll! https://www.angelashelton.com/pages/safe-side-superchick Also if you type in “Angela Shelton” in the gif area all my Safe Side Superchick gifs show up. Soooo thrilled to be among those who know the Truth! I’ll be with my swords, puppets, and silliness as a goofball for God saving the children- including your inner ones from CSA! Share whet you need, I betcha I’ve got it in my toolbox. I’m like George Carlin and Carol Burnett had a baby and it’s Mary Poppins with swords and puppets. 🙌✔️🎪