Guilt or fear · New Earth Community

Guilt or fear

I was working with fear / guilt today and I wonder what other people are experiencing...

Let's define before we go into, because everyone can have their definition

Fear - whatever is stopping me from action

Guilt- feeling that I deserve that bad things happen to me

I used lean of faith, and very little action... And now I know it was root chakra block. I used to take action, then get afraid and sabotage it, or at least smoke a joint to be able to handle the pressure. and, of course, that resulted in instability in all areas of life.

Guilt is usually connected to religious background or fear of God, not just fear...

And today in meditation, when I went to see when was the first time, when I felt like I don't deserve all the good things in life- I was in my mothers belly - she became pregnant outside of marriage in catholic family... and people basically were angry that I exist, people were yelling and refusing to acknowledge my existence. Basically - it's no good that I am here on Earth...

And since the transformation I feel a bit lighter, I changed this memory to a lovely one, where my mother, father and both families are waiting for me, happy for me and just delighted - can't wait for me to shine!

Blocked root means - all talk, no action... and that was me for years. First time I got to belly memory was last august and that's when things started to shift big time! Yet it didn't end there, and there is still work to do, but it's remarkable how much we can do with inner work!

So.. maybe you have also a story to share? I'd love to witness ❤️

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