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Aug 5 โขย
WELCOME TO THE INSIDE OF ME BRAIN... THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO OFF SWITCH. ๐คฃ
Right... pull up a chair... Grab a cuppa... a beer... ya dog... whatever ๐ Sooooo... I've been doing a LOT of thinking lately. Dangerous, I know ๐คฃ. Me brain doesn't exactly come with an ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ช๐๐ง๐๐ at the best of times... and lying on me arse with a dodgy back for the last couple of weeks has given it FAR too much opportunity to chat absolute SHITE. Honestly... I think I solved about seventeen world problems... rearranged me whole bloody house in me head... started about six new businesses... retired twice... rescued another puppy in my imagination... then somehow ended up wondering if plants get lonely ๐คฆ๐ผโโ๏ธ. It's a lot in here... and if you've found this page... welcome to the chaos ๐ Thing is... somewhere along the way I'd kinda split myself up. There was Business Mimi over here... Yoga Mimi over there... Bali popping up somewhere else... Nami stealing the show every five bloody minutes because... well... have ya SEEN her cute af ... then random thoughts... random stories... plants... humans... the occasional rant... the occasional cry... and the occasional "what the ACTUAL FCK just happened?" moment. It all lived in different places and if I'm honest... I couldn't be arsed anymore. That's not real life is it? I don't wake up and decide... "Today I'm ONLY gonna be business Mimi." FCK DAT. I'm ALL of it... every single messy bitโฆ So I thought... sod it. Why am I trying so hard to squeeze meself into one neat little box when I couldn't fit in one if ya paid me This Skoolpage has become me PUBLIC little front room. No joining. No paying. No secret handshake. No fake guru bollocks. Just somewhere ya can pull up a chair... have a nosey... laugh with me... laugh AT me... tell me I'm chatting out me arse... show me ya dog... tell me what ya had for tea... whatever ๐. ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ป'๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต... ๐ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐โฆ DOGS. Humans. Bali. Business. Plants. The funny stuff... the hard stuff... the messy stuff... the wins... the wobbles... the stuff that makes me belly laugh... the stuff that makes me wanna launch me phone into the bloody rice fields. ALL of it belongs here. And d'ya know what's funny... this was all a bit of an experiment. I decided to stop spreading myself across seventeen different socials and just chuck ALL of me into one place and see what happened. OOOOFFF... turns out people don't actually want polished. They don't want perfect.
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2h โขย
WHY THE EFF DOES CUTTING MY HAIR GIVE ME ANXIETY?!
So you know this whole 80s trend thingy that's been flying around every-fricken-where? Well yes I did one of those pictures of myself and I have to sayโฆ it looks pretty bloody much like meโฆ. maybe I'm a little bit skinnier, maybe my skin is a little tad smoother, but honestly, it's not miles off I reckon. And I REALLY liked the hair. Like really really likeโฆ A few friends actually said to me, โHey, you should do that with your hair! Put a few layers in it because yours would easily go like that.โ And they're right. It WOULD totesโฆ BUTโฆ the thought of cutting my hair gives me this really weird, quite severe gulp fck anxiety in my chest. Like this HUGE feeling of ๐ก๐ข๐ฃ๐. ๐๐ข๐ก'๐ง ๐ง๐ข๐จ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ. And it got me thinking like I do a damn lotโฆ WHY FFS?! Because it's only hair, isn't it? You can cut it, it grows back, you can change it, you can put layers in it, colour it, do whatever the fuck you want with it. And the funny thing isโฆ I WOULD LOVE TO. I actually think it looks fucking cool. Iโm kinda tempted. But there is just something in me this lice niggle that is saying NOPE ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐'๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐โฆ I haven't cut my hair or dyed it or put chemicals on it for probably 7 or 8 years now. I literally just let my hair BE HAIR. And that might sound like the most woo woo insignificant thing in the world, but for me it actually represents something much bigger Because for MANY years I chopped and changed it. This hairstyle, that hairstyle, this colour, that colour, shorter, longer, layers, no layers, lighter, darkerโฆ whatever. I was always changing something. And then at some point I just thought, ENOUGH I don't want to do that anymore. I wanted to see what happened if I stopped trying to make my hair into something else and actually just accepted it exactly as it was And honestly? My hair has never been healthier. It's thick, it's strong, it's healthy and I get loads of compliments on it, although that's completely irrelevant because that's not WHY I do it. I think I just gave it the space to be what it actually is, instead of constantly interfering with it and trying to turn it into something different
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3d โขย
WHEN IT FEEL LIKE THINGS ARE FALLING APARTโฆBUT MAYBE THIS IS THE REALITY I HAVE BEEN CRAVINGโฆ.
So that offer I put out the other day? Did nowt. Nothing. Naff allโฆand if I'm being totally honest wiv u, which yup I always am in hereโฆ I'm tired AF. I'm proper fed up down in the dumps of putting offers out there that just don't go anywhere anymore. I don't think I've got the energy left to keep trying, that's the truth of itโฆ (fck this is hard writing this) I've gone from having the BEST year ever, totes the best in my years building a business, to having an absolutely shite one where hardly anything I put out sells, here's the mad bit, I haven't really changed. I've kept up with the times, I know I know my shitโฆ (I know I am fcking good epic at what I do) Iโve asked people what they want, what they need, they TELL meโฆ yet then they still don't pay for it (no judgment of the people btw) It's not about competition, the market is saturated etc. It's not even about me I don't think, thinking out loud here. It's justโฆ summat's shifted n I can't seem to shift with it sadly anymoreโฆ So am I giving up? Am I chucking in the towel? Coz that's honestly where me head's been at a lot lately..it sucks I've made a decision an all. THE BACKROOM, my Skool pro community, I've been paying $99 a month for nearly THREE yearsโฆ I've had to sit myself down n go, Mimi, that's not worth it anymore, stop avoiding it. So I'm dropping it down to the $9 hobby one. I've got to be realistic about me future finances. Yeah there's still money coming in but it's nowhere near as much, it's not keeping me in the life I've had these last few years, and the savings? The savings have literally dissipated. Gone. ๐ฆ๐ผ ๐๐๐บ๐บ๐ฎ๐'๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒโฆ I've started looking at random jobs online. Justโฆ anything. That's where I am at right now. Three years I've put into this business model n it's just not recurring on any kind of reacurring scale that sustains me like it once did. I know I'm not alone, so many people speak to are burnt out, overwhelmed, stressed, worriedโฆ me included. I'm right there in the boat with u, I'm not pretending otherwiseโฆ.
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5d โขย
ANTS, A TOAD, N A TOILET FULL OF TURDSโฆ N IT'S NOT EVEN 9AM
WHAT A WEEKโฆ N NOT ALL IN A GOOD WAYโฆ ๐ข How can one week start off feeling like ur on an all time high, like summat fckin awesome's about to happenโฆ to then have some of the shittest moments ever? Answers on a post card pleazeโฆ ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ต๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐, ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ณ๐๐ป, ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐, ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐, ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐โฆ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป, ๐๐ผ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐๐ณ. I'm not even gonna name the things that happened, but some real shite shows went down, if I'm honest which like duh I am they totally impacted my mental health. I could feel it instantly I was spiraling. I could feel the anxiety in my chest, the panic attacks incoming, and the stress building n leaking into me bodyโฆ So this morning I made a pact wiv myself that I really need to focus on me health, physical n mental. I am ok. If anybody's even reading this it's fine, for me it it was just a huge ass sign to myself really, to say hey, u gotta not fully focus on the stuff that's pulling u down and focus back on urself. So I had all these lovely good intentions didn't I. Woke up early after an early night, got on me yoga mat. Well, I don't actually have a yoga mat, I AM the mat Got back into me Ashtanga, not the full thing by the way, itโs gonna take while to get back into it all. Did a mini meditation. Made a coffee. All going lovely jubbly ๐ง๐๐๐ก ๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ท๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐ป๐ฎ๐น ๐ผ๐๐โฆ n there was literally a whole ANTS NEST in it (jungle life) coz, full transparency, I've not journaled since August 16th, couple of weeks, slap me hand, bcoz I KNOW how epic it is for me. So then I'm having to sort the ants nest, then check all the other books in the basket where I keep em in case they've moved in there an all, n in the middle of THAT I had to rescue a whole ass TOAD ( I love toads btwโฆhis name is Thomas) that was living in there. (Doe this mean something is it a sign hmmmm) So then I think, right, I'll read a book to calm down. Course I got distracted, well because everything going on my mind wont stop. Then I go for me morning toilet like u do (we all do hey letโs not pretend you are some princess that doesnโt pee) I flush the chainโฆ ๐ป ๐ช๐๐๐ง ๐ง๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐๐ ๐๐๐.
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16d โขย
THE DIRTY YOGA CLUB. let me tell u why this exists....
I love yoga. like totes LOVE it. 28 years of moving this body and it's saved me more times than I can even count... BUUUUUUTTTTTT. the yoga SCENE tho. the white linen. the perfect poses. the "namaste" whilst at the same time judging ur downward dog. the aesthetic. the pretending everything is A OK and ur basically floating through life yeah. that's not me. that has never been me. and honestlyโฆ I've tried. I really really have so I built the opposite. obvs. duh. ๐ง๐๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ is basicallyโฆ yoga for people who love yoga but don't fit the yoga scene. real bodies. real lives. real mess. press play. move. see what comes up. drop ur dirty diary in the comments after. done... no perfect mat required. no matching set. no idea what ur doing half the time. all completely welcome. here's what's going down in dirty yoga town right now ๐ โก ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ค๐จ๐๐๐ โ short. sharp. no excuses. ๐ช ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐๐ก๐ง๐๐ โ slow. seated. for the body that needs kindness today. ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐๐ข๐ช โ moving and breathing without the woo. ๐ช ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฅ๐ข๐ก๐ โ when ur body actually wants to work. ๐ง ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐ง๐๐ข๐ก โ sit down. breathe. see what the fck comes up. ๐ ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ง๐๐๐๐ฆ โ real conversations about real bodies. no filter. ever. and after every session we drop our ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฌ in the comments. what came up. what shifted. what ur body said. even if it's just "my hips hate me and I want a biscuit." ๐ that counts. it all counts... come and join us ๐ ๐ง DIRTY YOGA CLUB โ $7/month ๐ https://www.skool.com/dirty-yoga-club-4026 OR if ur already in ๐ง๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ข๐ at $11/month (premium members) โ it's already urs totes free. holla so I can drop you your invite link... new sessions dropping all the time. check the comments below for what's live right now ๐ Mimi x x x
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