6d • General discussion
December Philosophical Mode
I was at peace,
the world came looking for me.
In the name of relations,
company,
Shayṭān whispered,
That's what you are MISSING
That “something”
turns into overthinking....
They wanted me to fight with my Lord
It turns into complaints
Sometimes words
Sometimes tones
As if He doesn’t know
Then belief shifts
as if He really doesn’t know
I get caught in something that I don't know
Sometimes they hurted my ego
Sometimes they boosted it
so I wanted to celebrate
Sometimes I wanted to numb
I took music as strong sparking sprite,
It was good at the first sip,
but sugary water, after some time
Just as my emotions reached their peak,
I named it science
I noticed....
I’m only in understanding mode
When I've lost it all....
Too proud to bow down,
Cuz I was feeding it all.....
They tell me
You’re strong
Cuz No one can control you
I held onto the world
Cuz losing it
would wound my ego
And yet, I rise again,
chasing pieces of myself
I scattered in the world
I remember my old peace
I lost it somewhere
between what I wanted
and what I was afraid to give up
At the end, there’s only me
and the echo of what I was
The Lord
dealing with a brainless,
while telling her All...
Swiped pictures
of smiling dead person,
because peace
is underrated.
All I was, got played by
was my ego.
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December Philosophical Mode
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