Slept: 4:00 am Woke up: 12 pm 12:30 pm to 5:30 pm -Shower -Breakfast -Prayers: Zuhr, Asr -Just sitting -Watched a show 5:30 pm to 9:00 pm -Worked on 2 scripts for a client Prayer: Isha 9:00 pm to 3:00 am -Editing + color grading class + 20 min new language learning focused block 3:00 am to 3:30 am -Journal writing -Afterwards fajr prayer insha'Allah I switched my routine back to night because of issues waking up for Fajr. So yesterday, I was so sleepy after 12 am, but I tried hard and made it to 3:30 am. Then I did wudu, and I was so sleepy. I think I prayed half Salah and was so sleepy that I fell asleep. When I woke up at noon, I was sleeping on the bed, but I don't remember the part when I went to sleep on the bed. I thought I slept on the prayer mat, as if a button switched off. ๐ 3 things I learned this week โ 17: -Connection -Azkar -Lesson from a series 1. ๐ I used to give advice to my siblings, would say no to time-wasting activities, always in a rush to save time. I was seen as "self-centered" but still restless. Now, after spending a week with them, I felt so good, as if I've got everything I ever wanted. They'd prefer to watch what I wanted to watch, would choose to eat what I'd say, as if they too were waiting for me. After this realization, my brother came and said: mujhe call kiun nhi krti, mein kaam ke liye hun bs 2. ๐ One day, after reading some journals here, e.g laraib and madiha, it reminded me of reciting durod and do azkar. Ever since I've started this, I feel better, think better and act better. 3. ๐ I watched an intense emotional turkish series about street kids, their struggle, and how they are seen in society. It taught me so much and changed my whole world, I hope I'll carry it inside. Maybe I'll write a review someday.