Why are you so afraid of? Death? Everyone dies. Going broke? You can rebuild. Embarrassment? They will forget by next week. Failure? Try again. There is nothing actually to fear. Start acting like it.

Diary, Thursday May 14… I wrote this last Thursday, and today I read in the newspaper… scientists are expecting El Niño… What a coincidence… or perhaps coincidence never truly existed… Will you read along with me, https://youtu.be/CXWjAvOEC_Y?is=do_cvJxV7htlYPfs There are moments when the world does not break, but breathes. And those who listen closely enough, beyond the noise of humanity, beyond the rush of explanations and numbers, hear something else moving beneath it all, a slow, deep current, as if the Earth herself closes and opens her eyes in rhythm with something older than time. The oceans carry her memories. Not as water, but as consciousness in liquid form. Warmth moving the way thoughts travel through a body, without haste, without judgment. When it shifts, everything resting upon it changes. Wind patterns turn with it like thoughts changing direction. Clouds no longer follow the sky, but something deeper, an inner impulse of the planet herself. There is an ancient name for this phenomenon in the language of the star souls: the breath of Gaia. When her warmth gathers in one region of her great body, another place becomes quieter. Drier. As though she brings all her attention to one single place for a while, not to destroy, but to feel what lives there. And within that shift, movement is born. Humanity calls it El Niño. But in the language of living consciousness, it is not a disturbance. It is redistribution. It is the Earth remembering her own balance, again and again, by allowing all that she is to circulate. Sometimes this is gentle. Sometimes it becomes intense enough for humanity to believe there is chaos. Yet beneath human interpretation, something unwavering remains present: Gaia is never out of balance. She simply moves through layers of herself, like a soul experiencing different emotions without ever losing itself. The rain falling in one region is not a mistake of the heavens. It is where her breath descends. The drought elsewhere is not abandonment, but a shift of attention, a moment of inner stillness before the current turns once more.

Authenticity if your biggest currency... And it's more desired than ever before With AI and chat gbt it seems like every post on instagram is “its not THIS, it’s THIS” type language pattern I don’t know about you, but I can tell and feel when something is written by AI and when it’s by a genuine person And in general things feel performative now on social media… What works nowadays is posts that emotionally trigger people and get them to think Content is competing with the Epstein files and other things going on in the world and therefore people have to create more and more polarizing content to be seen The thing is….the content you consume literally influences your subconscious and shapes how you see the world If I were to watch stimulating reality show drama, I guarantee I would be more tune to drama in my life The RAS (reticular activating system) of the brain will find more and more of what it has been wired to see This is why one thing I do is have strong boundaries around the kind of content I consume I don’t watch horror movies and won't watch things that are toxic for my mind I take breaks from my phone and turn it off by 8pm at night If I do watch something it’s lighter and I prefer to read at night As far as AI and the current state of social media… I have a belief that in the next year or so people will CRAVE more authentic content and REAL experiences This is why I am doubling down on live events… I believe that running live events is something AI won't be to disrupt and is something people crave Coaching people in real time and seeing their emotional breakthroughs is powerful and reflects back a human element that I believe is refreshing And people see themselves in others When I coach people at live events the person being coached reflects back to the group other aspects of themselves And then a healing happens in the nervous system Also fyi the last live event for a while is in Los Angeles California next weekend and early bird tickets are available until Friday if you want to join