It's not always easy, but it's always worth it. 🌿

Today might be a "walking uphill" kind of day. But that doesn't mean we don't deserve to keep walking 🥰 Speaking from experience, I woke up with thoughts and feelings and fears etc... but I was able to grab my journal and say ok.. even if those fears come true, will it help me or harm me to become absorbed in them?? It is REALLLLLY challenging to do this by myself on a daily basis. Because I'm not by myself. Daughter is here. Which actually makes it harder. But that being said, my point is that even if I feel tired now and even maybe sore and confused etc... at least I know I did my morning routine. And that DOES feel better than NOT doing it. So, speaking to myself too, give yourself permission to have an "uphill" day. Give yourself permission to even have a "bad" day. But do NOT have that mean that you don't do the things that are good for you. I ALWAYS feel better when I try than when I don't. Even if I can't see it at the time. This is NOT saying to "push through" and keep harming yourself. This is saying if trauma or fear thoughts are stopping you in your tracks, and you were going to do something good for yourself (drink water, eat protein, be active, take a nap, etc), do NOT let the trauma pull you off I've started doing my qi gong on my patio. Yes a part of me is like can people see? And doesn't that say something..that I'm worried people will see me doing something GOOD for myself 🤯🥴 So therefore, I did it! And some tears even came (which is what I was afraid of), but I told myself tears can come but don't stop doing the thing I'm doing. Anyway, today might be an uphill day. That is ok. Still do what you can do for yourself, to SUPPORT yourself through it instead of punishing yourself 🥰 And if you already know and do this, that is definitely something to add to your gratitude list. I'm literally having to carve this out and it goes AGAINST everything I was programmed.. yet, I'm STILL doing it. Because the TRUTH is, we ALL deserve to be happy and healthy. Period.

I wanted to share a moment of "Cosmic Confirmation" that happened back in February while I was doing some deep inner work. I’ve been in a season of "room-making"—consciously letting go of old stories, old obligations, and literally, old paperwork. I realized that I was carrying around a lot of "energetic debt," signatures from a version of me that I’ve outgrown. To move forward, I knew I had to physically release the past. I decided to have a small fire to burn through the stacks of old paperwork and contracts that felt heavy in my life. I have a mantra I’ve been using: "What was bound by shadows is now freed by light." As the flames started to take those old pages, the energy in my backyard completely shifted. Right as I was deep in the process, an owl started hooting—not just a distant sound, but loud and rhythmic, right near me. Then, a murder of crows flew directly overhead. The owl took flight, moving across the sky from the south to the northeast, and settled into the trees to keep hooting. In that moment, it felt like the universe was giving me a giant "nod." It was as if the animals were witnessing the transition and confirming that the space I was clearing was officially open. What I took away from this is that shadow work doesn't always have to be a dark, heavy struggle. Sometimes, it’s just about being the "Sovereign Architect" of your own life—having the courage to burn what no longer fits so you can make room for who you are becoming. When we take a physical action to clear our space, the world around us responds. I’d love to know: Have you ever had a moment where nature or the environment seemed to "talk back" to you while you were doing your inner work?

Hello beautiful souls. As the Aries stellium slides into alignment, my own Chiron return is making it's journey home. Any over 50somethings experience this return and have worked toward resolving their wounds? That is, what changes has your healing journey taken around this time? I have Chiron at the anaretic degree, retrograde in Aries in 3H. I should resolve this karmic wound in this lifetime. The wound should be resolved through communication, and yet it's retrograde nature keeps the pain sealed in. Experiences? Thoughts? Methods to release this karmic debt? Thanks in advance for sharing 🙏🏻💜

Does anyone here ever feel like you're breaking so many patterns or at least becoming aware of them so rapidly that life feels chaotic? And you wish you could just breathe for a second? Is this spiritual awakening?