Hi ladies, gentleman and everything in between. I have been interested in sharing some ideals but feel like they don't belong. I do not have a game right now and I call myself a GM, but I’ve only run two games. I’m just going to say it. I love crunchy games and feel they can bring great imagination to a character story. I don’t dislike rule lawyers as long as they do it not to gain the system, no human railguns please. Right now I don’t have the funds to buy The Game Master’s Handbook of Proactive Roleplaying but I’m looking to get it, but I do use other systems that sound close to it again I don’t have the book so i'm just going off of what I've been told and glimpse. I suppose what I am saying is the space seems to be repulsed by crunch, but that is part of my style and while it is just maybe me in my head the feeling is my ideals shouldn’t be said out loud. So I ask for wisdom from all young GM’s to the distinguished GM’s. Should I just change or does my style have a seat at the table?