Just completed the ADHD Awakening Assessment and the biggest thing I'm walking away with: I'm not lazy. I'm interest-driven. My brain disappears completely into what I love and panics at what doesn't fit my wiring. Same brain. Different conditions. Different result. The child in me who loved being alone with books and writing is still there, and apparently she's been trying to design my life this whole time. Maybe it's time I let her.