Can't see where I'm going or how I'm going to get a handle on it.... Yet I think 'yet' is the main point. Just because I can't do something right now doesn't mean I won't get there or won't be able to do it in the future. MH team have been in on Friday and today, and plan to see me for the next two weeks which is great and really reassuring. Got to get a balance on my meds that might be increasing, which although I'm not keen on, I think it's necessary. I'm doing my walks with the dog as I said I was going to do. Didn't make the gym today, but ate really clean and was productive elsewhere. Tomorrow is a day out with the kids at the butterfly house, MH team visit and I do want to fit in the gym somewhere. Desperate for some endorphins. Photo: went to see The Odyssey, felt pretty, took a selfie ๐คณ