@Thor Aarsand and @Justice Calabro Hey guys, i have a hard time with telling my breakthrough story in a linear way. Right now as how GPT gave it to me, it sounds to much high level without any specific details or emotion... My timeline is such a hot mess and i don't really remember it all. Is there a way or a method of how i can extract my own story out of me in a more clear way? I guess my brain dump doesnt really make sense for my GPT either 😂😂😂

The last month (and honestly, more) has taken me somewhere I’ve never been before. I’ve been so unwell. A level of physical pain I have never experienced… constant, relentless, unyielding. Nothing gave relief — not nature, not herbs, not meditation, not rest, not distraction. Nothing. At one point I couldn’t stand, couldn’t sit, couldn’t lie down without feeling like my whole body was screaming. I kept asking the pain: “What are you trying to tell me? What do you want me to see? What is the root? What is the lesson?” And at the same time…I was desperately trying to fix it. Trying to make it stop. Trying to escape it — because existing inside it felt impossible. Eventually, I stopped fighting and sank into it. I treated the pain as a portal. And after even attempting painkillers (yes, it got THAT bad), I realised: If this is going to be my reality right now, how do I adapt? How do I live inside this instead of against it? Where do I go from here? It triggered a massive inner journey — thoughts, feelings, fears, acceptance, surrender… all of it. All while the children also needed support in their own journeys. All without any physical support from anyone. And I’m still here. I’m still standing (even when I wasn’t). I made it through every day I thought I couldn’t. And in the middle of all this? I finalised, produced, and published SIX titles — six children’s books that have lived inside me for years. So now… I’m letting myself rest. Fully. Deeply. Not because I’m weak — but because I’ve carried enough mountains for a lifetime in one month. If you’re in your own season of pain, upheaval, or personal storm: You’re not failing. You’re transforming. And you’re still here too. 💛

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Before: Born and raised in Las Vegas - a city where kids grow up too fast. I saw a lot. I did a lot. I learned a lot. Addiction. Fights. Gambling. Alcoholism. Strippers. Clubs. Drugs. Gambling. Abuse. I was the black sheep in my family. Everyone at school was an asshole. So I figured college would be my way out. Success would be my “fuck you” moment to everyone that screwed me over. Law school was the plan. Well respected job = respect. Right? College was dope. Partied a lot and I thrived academically. Covid hit. I refused to get vaxed. Then I saw a video of Andrew Tate. He was talking about escaping the Matrix. Miami felt like the right place to do that. So I applied and got accepted into a law school in Miami. I moved to an even crazier city, all by myself. To become a lawyer. Crisis: But the second I landed in Miami… The programming started to wear away. I was completely alone. No one to copy. No one to tell me what to do. No one to people-please. For the first time, I could think for myself. I started going on podcasts. I debated red pill culture. Met cool people in the media. I was around people making money in creative ways, and I started to even day trade and I made $14,000 in one week. (Was lost soon after 😂). Suddenly law school started to feel like a prison. I hated it. I hated the people. I hated the structure. I hated the life it promised me. I knew in my soul, this path was dead. So I dropped out. Chase: Right away, I started my own podcast - Free Will. Free Will was the password to my laptop. Why? My journey was a Giant Puzzle. I moved into a beautiful high rise apartment in Brickell, Miami. Right in all of the action. I told myself I’d go on as many podcasts as possible. I’ll network and play the game. I’d start posting and finding guests. Build the Free Will brand. Escaping the Matrix was now the mission. Conflict: But that wasn’t the only thing going on. I was deep into a spiritual awakening. And Miami is the Devils Playground… I saw a lot of evil shit. That’s when things got dark. Literally dark knight of the soul. I lost weight. I isolated. But I was reborn. I experienced ego death and psychic overload.

First, I want to thank all who take the time read my story. Thor, Jay, Justice, the team thank you for creating this challenge. It is so well organized and clear. You've done all the things teachers do to make learning and doing accessible! Second, wow this experience! I mean I've been able to notice the resistance I carry around creating. I've been staying up barely getting sleep, yet with 1000% I can feel in my body it's worth it. I was really struggling to write this. The process got so messy for me even with Claude and Chat (which helped me with the foundation of forming it), but the more I worked it just got so complicated. Then the unexpected... Third, I've heard you guys remind me and say to all of this "it's not us, this is coming through us." How this has to get out people need it. In my stuckness I surrendered and followed my process. I wrote my whole story by channeling it. It literally came through me as I danced and laid flat on the floor. I had turned my camera on to record but I wasn't expecting this. I'm still in awe of what this taught me and the words that came out of me! The whole thing was in order and made sense. Then I transcribed it and worked with AI to clarify and edit. Like waahhhhhhattttt! :) Your reminders were the only way I found to get this story out of me after trying for days. It reads like spoken word poem. Thank you https://docs.google.com/document/d/1KqAfHCHCcS7aDs5GEVQxgijFkXpT4XbbmdokgqoByUA/edit?usp=sharinghttps://www.instagram.com/reel/DQmeignkU5S/? https://www.instagram.com/p/DQtCuvqDW3x/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==