Roa's all over the place messy Breakthrough Story
Hi Guys. I'm a little late into the challenge, but I'm catching on I think. Here's my seriously all over the place, raw and messy AF Breakthrough Story. Very curious how I will be using it. ❤️🔥 I'm an educated Medical Doctor, still working part time as a GP and part time in my own business as a (and now I'm just claiming it guys!) WITCH DOCTOR. I am also part time solo-mother of a 4 and 3 y/o and that is why I'm a bit late to sharing this. Roa breakthrough story Step 1: Before I believed in the conventional medicinal world as a Doctor. I wouldn't even say that I thought this was healing, but I’ve forgotten what healing looked like. I was kinda in apathy to life. I lived with a deep sense of not belonging in this conventional world, so misunderstood. I tried to fill the void with alcohol, drama, insane work-schedule, more work, more numbing. This was in medical school. Before my spiritual awakening. Step 2: Crisis It was a mix of everything being too much, my body started to scream with symptoms. I didn’t listen to it the first couple of times. I had 2 herniated discs in my back, I had unexplainable high liver levels, I had heart arrhythmia, I woke up with sudden severe eczema and was on steroid creams for 3 years. I was in a dysfunctional relationship. There were several pivotal moments, but one specific where I kinda feel like my heart powers turned back on was one night when I was 25 or 26 y/o I laid on my bed, staring out into thin air for hours, I didn’t move. Like when you just feel so heavy that you literally can’t move. You know that feeling? I thought at that moment “Right now, you are only existing in this world to be something for your boyfriend. For your mother. For your father. Like, who the fuck are you?!” And I decided to do something about it. I could either continue like this, but then life wouldnøt be worth it, I thought. Or I could start changing something. This is how my spiritual awakening began, year 2017 or 2018. Step 3: Chase I started dedicating myself to doing 20 minutes of shadow work every night from some journal prompts. It was a STRUGGLE. Everytime I read the prompts my nervous system went into freeze and I immediately got tired. I now know how much rewiring I did with this. Through that process I started to feel my soul again. I started making other choices and better choices choosing myself. I got into Human Design, astrology, Ayurveda. I started meditating, doing witchy stuff. And I started doing homeopathy for my eczema and within 14 days my eczema was gone and has never returned. That was a new breaking point for me that led me deeper into the natural and holistic healing field.