I’ve never felt like I belonged in this world and my childhood was unstable to say the least. I’m tired of isolating myself when I know it’s not the answer but just don’t know what direction to go in. I know my community is out there, it’s just hard opening up and being vulnerable. I’m glad to be here.

Here we are again… lol… I keep finding myself here… I would like to know other people’s view on the ego, if it is useful or helpful, where does it become a problem or whatever else feels significant to express about this topic. I just started to explore different beliefs on the ego, self and just read on Freud. I guess I am curious to explore more about this since my awareness has grown of my own thoughts - I am experiencing not taking on the identity of my beliefs or thought but rather observing them and wondering if things could be integrated in a way that is healthy and skillful.

It's crazy how I've been wanting to get a new hat and I just so happened to find one in a truck that a company turned in because they went out of business. Wasn't what I had in mind but I'm kinda going for it 😂

Hi beautiful people! I'm Mattie, self professed hippiea, guitar playing addict and general spiritual enthusiast so to speak. Here to learn and converse and share opinions and ideas. I deeply believein the idea we are all simply a part of one larger consciousness, so hi me it's you! Lol 😆 love yall!