@Erhard H. Hmm, this is interesting. I'd firstly need to know about how you're defining and interpreting the terms you're using, but it almost seems like you actually come from the void, the divine feminine, chaos, the dark. Something might be clouding your original vision/"eyes", creating illusions of separations. It's difficult for me to tell how you're orienting all of these "parts"; it's all the same thing, one unified "thing", a point. If that's the case, that is simply different than I thought. Soul, spirit, personality, consciousness, mind: These can be distinguished to mean different things for different purposes, but these are also all the same thing, in some sense. Can you give me a sort of list of how you're using/orienting all of these things, or where you're placing all of them, so to speak? What each term means for you? If you can paint the mental picture as you see it, so I can see it the same way you do, I think I might be able to reverse engineer that so you can see them as the same things, in some sense. With that, I wonder what you'd "see", then. Your home might be the void, which is interesting. You have a lot of light characteristics, but you seem to resent them. I don't know how that could have happened. Ignore basically everything I wrote for now, I want to try to see what you're seeing, first. It sounds like you're standing right at the exit, literally a step away from home, but I don't know what's jamming up the door. All of those terms you're using, it sounds like they haven't been integrated, meaning you're trying to cram several "you"s through a door, that's only designed to fit the one, actual "you". You might have literally just jammed the door with yourself, lol. Ignore everything, let's see if we can see the same thing. Let's start with those terms. That all needs to be integrated into "you". I mean, otherwise, it seems you're basically right at the door home, or, at least, you remember the door exists. I don't exactly know how you dis-integrated the pieces.

@Erhard H. If I understood correctly, you're using spirit world and eternity to refer to the same thing? That's what people mean, when they refer to the void. Does that help clarify anything for you? If you already know where the door is, and you've already been through it, there isn't anything stopping you from going in and out. I still don't know why or how you feel trapped, exactly. It sounds like you're using the word consciousness to mean cognition. Brain activity in the brain. Consciousness in spiritual terms refers to everything. Anything you can see, think, touch, whatever; everything. A rock is, and has consciousness. Space. The sun. Atoms. Anything. Everything. A system of systems. It sounds like you're using personality to mean what new age spirituality refers to as ego, the sense of self. Sense, of self, as opposed to self. The way you use soul, is how others use the word mind. I'm guessing you probably thought mind referred to the brain? I have no idea, I'm guessing at this point, I'm trying to make sense of what you see. Everything is in parts. Intellect seems to refer to what others refer to as will, or intent. Others use the word intellect to refer to the capacity of the brain to acquire and process information. Okay, so, did I get this order correctly? 1 Spirit world 2 material world 3 human body 4 soul 5 personality 6 two forms of consciousness Okay, so, others might call this something like: 1 void 2 universe 3 life 4 mind/consciousness 5 ego 6 higher brain function, lower brain function if I lined up those terms correctly, do you see how they are sort of out of order? What do you think of this order? 1 Void/spirit world 2 mind (consciousness)/soul 3 universe/material 4 life/humanity 5 brain function/"2 forms of consciousness" 6 ego/personality I think that's maybe closer to how others see it, using your own words and concepts. I think, potentially, most spiritual people only see the 1, 2, and 3, integrating the 4/5/6 as the same thing.

@Matthew Koech Yeah man, totally, it sounds like you're doing everything right. Totally don't stress about it, in any case. Method of Loci, at its simplest, is merely a memory technique, placing objects in a sequence, correlating with physical locations the mind is already familiar with. There are countless ways to do this, and the method itself can do quite a lot. What I outlined is more of an advanced, broad concept for more advanced occult/meta-physical work. A simple way to think about method of loci can be to take a deck of cards; try to memorize the order of the cards by making a story. A young man, full of love, finds 2 clubs, and buries them with an older ditch digger, as he recounts stories of 10 lost love interests, taken by clowns. Each clown meeting their fates with aces of spades in their own rights. Digging deep, spade after spade breaks, for a total of 10 spades. In this, the earth was hard as 6 diamonds, as if a war was waged between the two men against the ground; a battle of 3. Something like that. You're just taking details, and giving them life of their own. Another way could be to remember shopping lists by accounting what you need, with landmarks on your way to the store. I personally don't do any of that, because I personally don't understand how or why you'd effectively do much of that, but it works for a lot of people. But yes, it sounds like you're already doing "it". Yes, it is basically manifestation, in a sense. Yes, you basically go to the palace to design your life, in a sense. It can sort of be tricky to explain, but simply, yes.

@Matthew Koech Hey man, absolutely, no worries. @Omnia Movement Omnia, I'd potentially like to introduce you two. I'd also encourage you to read the above comments in regards to the astral projections of the mind that we were discussing yesterday. Matt, I walked Omnia basically through what I told you about with projection. What Omnia was able to do with that information; I was learning from him, lol. Together, we were able to uncover something, but I simply don't even know the words for what we actually did. But it was spontaneous insight for the two of us. I'm hoping he might be able to also help you with this. He might be able to explain it differently, but I told you two basically the same information. Omnia; remember the compounding nature of time I told you about? I wonder about the compounding nature in a group setting. Perhaps if you try out the teaching compounding method I mentioned, you may find even further insights.

Totally man, tell me about it, what do you think or feel it might be? Does it feel bad or anything, or are you more so wondering if it could be bad, if left unchecked? If you'd like passion; can you think back to a time where you might have had anything close to passion? Do you have an idea of what passion might be like, feel like for you? Do you have any aversions of what you'd like to avoid? Identifying aversions might not directly help you identify passions, but at least you'll have an idea of what might get in the way of passions, in the future. Otherwise, it is entirely possible you're just in a state of "freedom" in a sense. If that's the case, it's just about figuring out what you might want to do next. Doesn't have to be substantial or important or anything, treat it like a time to sample stuff, and see if something creates a spark. Just as a clarity thing; is it possible you have anhedonia? If that's possible, that sort of changes things, but hey; totally no worries. Anhedonia is totally possible to be a super power.

@Ava Mudra What's your perception and assessment? The two threads are linked above.

@Ava Mudra Why Is Trigeminal Neuralgia Labeled As The Suicide Disease? So why didn't you, or anyone else for that matter, do you suppose? This isn't to be antagonistic, I'm genuinely attempting to understand the perspectives of others in this context. If someone doesn't necessarily know how to respond to something, or doesn't pick up on something, what might be the best path forward? What is the nature of responsibility in the face of missing understanding?

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