Your body feels dense, heavy, and tingling, almost like a low‑level vibration. Meanwhile, the “you” seems higher, lighter, and extremely fast — like a silent, high‑pitched tingle. It’s as if you are looking at the body from a distance, yet without any actual distance. With your eyes open the experience is still noticeable, but weaker. When you close your eyes and focus, it becomes vivid and pronounced. If you focus long enough, it swallows thought entirely until thought disappears. Even though the body is present and doing things — and you are using it — it feels almost unrelated to you. It’s there, yet the “you” feels so much more expansive and all‑encompassing. You can touch your body with your own hands, but it feels like you’re witnessing the movement rather than doing it or feeling it. You watch it happen, and it’s clear that it’s not you. There is also a sense of quiet, high vibrations with a distinct but silent noise — a very high pitch that becomes stronger the deeper you are in the state. When you’re not fully in it, the vibration feels like it’s behind the experience rather than in front, yet more real than the experience itself. Your presence — the real you — can make the body‑mind more loving. It’s not the body‑mind becoming loving toward you; it’s the other way around. Imagination becomes powerful and more real. You can watch your hand move while your mind insists that you are doing it, yet you sit back and simply watch the performance. The body and mind ask how to return to this state, while you watch them do that as well. When the question “How can I stay here?” arises, there’s a sense of an obvious answer: you are always already in this state, but you’re still identified with the body‑mind. If you imagine thought as a high‑pitch noise and focus on it, you can draw yourself toward that tone, recognising it as you. Yet even that eventually fades into the background as something else being witnessed. Nothing about the body or mind is actually “you.”

I am having a lot of confusion on my spiritual path I’ve gotten to the point where I have learned that I have to choose one path to take ,but what would that path be and would I still need to grow if I’m still having these thought’s?

Just came to me and I wrote it down without any thought whatsoever ever after a meditation. It feels like you are the space, the “everything” that wraps around and watches over all things from everywhere—like a sphere that holds and hugs everything at once. This presence looks after, embraces, and protects everything, including the person you appear to be, other people, and all things. It’s always there, but we get lost inside the imagined identity of the person. For me, when I’m sober I don’t easily feel like I’m that larger presence. A small amount of cannabis amplifies my ability to sense it and to know that I am that, and to see that I’m not just the body or the person—but the presence that hugs, loves, and reassures this “character.” The person feels like a lower, denser vibration—more solid—while the other presence is a higher vibration, like a field of energy everywhere. Cannabis helps the “person” feel it, merge with it, and remember it. Even if you can’t feel it, it’s always there. A technique for someone to perceive this might be: Increase the body’s vibration—almost like creating an internal tension—using imagination to speed up your energy until it gets as high as possible. Keep raising the vibration until the body feels like it merges with the highest frequency, the frequency of everything. Since all things and all people are made of the same atoms, it’s about learning to raise their vibration or speed. The eyes may naturally lift upward, the spine may straighten to let energy flow better. This isn’t necessary, but it can make the person feel merged with the higher frequency, becoming everything, with no sense of separateness. But you can also reach it without changing the body’s frequency at all. You just have to find it and recognize that it’s there even if the body doesn’t feel it. This might be similar to self-enquiry. On lower vibrations you may not feel it as strongly, but it’s still you—the true you, not the person, who is more like a cute actor, NPC, player, or character in your own dream.

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