can a person meditate too much in nature? Real question?

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So I went to cabin to reconnect with myself. Also noticed how I get triggered when I’m meditating and I hear sounds outside that make it hard to listen within. Also notice I feel jumpy when I hear barking sounds. I’ve also touched a spider as a way to conquer a fear I might have. I’m here now asking if anyone has a possible idea of sensitivity so I can practice. I understand it’s a gift and want to embrace it but also manage it better.

Has anyone have an advice I’ve been dealing with what might be disorganized attachment and I’m looking for a job that can benefit me while still working on myself. I ask what job would be best. Lately I’ve been feeling overwhelmed to even get a clear thought and have had no luck with job applications. I’m at the end of my rope.

Today I want to ask yes for help but in a sense of getting honest feedback. I’ve tried doing this alone and I also don’t have much friends that reflect a healthy lifestyle. I want to reconnect with myself and learn from healthy role models. What if currently have been doing is eating better, exercising, yoga, meditating and trying to draw and write my feelings but it seems that is not hitting the core issue of myself. I’m looking not just friendship but people who can help me on my journey. I’m also about to head out next month for some serious self focus and to let go of anything still trapped within me. I want to be authentic, express myself and let go of fear of judgement.