I had a moment to just sit and let myself calm down enough to sink into something. The moment I hear either ringing or yelling. Soon I’m spinning around in a room or apartment that looks kind of run down. I’m feeling as tho I’m a baby flying around. I’m either then sitting looking around or looking at myself and I see mom mother on the phone and dad on the tv and I’m just being a baby. Soon my mom is getting into her night gown and dad is going to bed. They’re about to get intimate. Baby me notices and minds his business by playing with a toy. Soon my uncle comes out of the bed saying how they both have to start taking their life serious and points at how they are living but also looks at my mom like an act almost to get my dad mostly to take charge of his life. My mom leaves upset and my dad runs to the bathroom upset but in tears and either starts to take meds or drugs as I see some brown puddle on the floor. Then all I hear and see is bathroom mirror break and baby me lying on the floor with a shard on his head. My parents just looking at him with fear and shock speechless. Has anyone experienced this?

Gonna be straight. I’ve come to see my own perfectionism and realize I want to let it go and walk my own path. Something within me is calling but when doing breath work there’s some feeling of something stuck or a block. Any advice would be appreciated.

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This month I went offline as much as possible to reconnect with myself. I found myself hearing harsh self criticism, blaming, fear, verbal abuse. Last night a big part arose and gave me a realization I’m disconnected from meaning and purpose but most importantly I’m not good with emotional support or even receiving it in a healthy way. The city isn’t a pretty place and many are too busy or are just not people I should be going to. I’ve been having a hard time just expressing what I feel but today it’s clear I feel hopeless, a failure, scared and a sense of giving up. But then I ask what then was the struggle for? What then was the tears you shed almost every day? To be honest as I grew up I wanted to change the world and show people they had potential within themselves if they stopped and looked but I didn’t realize I also needed to do the same. Boundaries and speaking up for yourself plus sensitivity and vulnerability are my biggest struggles. Oh and of course regulating my emotions. Sounds like narcissism and you’re possibly right. But at least I’m being honest and trying to let go of the mask. I don’t know why I wrote this but one thing I do know I’m working on it. Oh I do ask too no validation on this I’m trying to let go of needing external validation.

Is there a way to practice boundaries. I’ve notice through dreams I have a want to practice it. But when I get a chance I shut down or can’t come up with anything to say. This shows me I’m still have disconnection to my core values. Also showing me signs of codependency.