When life has you pause...
Good morning Life has so many ups and downs, and Iβm getting better at allowing myself to pause, to process, and to heal β rather than pushing through. My business is moving slowly right now. And honestly, that feels okay. Iβm giving myself time to build stronger rhythms around health, rest, and being human. Yesterday I visited a friend I used to teach with. Sheβs in hospice at the age of 50 after a long battle with cancer. When I saw her on Thursday, she was doing relatively well. Yesterday, there was a significant drop. Itβs one of those moments that stops you in your tracks. Iβm giving myself permission to feel, to grieve, and to get clearer on my own life and the direction I want to take β instead of forcing momentum. Over the past 10 years in this community, Iβve gradually redirected my life, and in many ways, Iβm living my dream. That said, there have been plenty of roadblocks, speed bumps, and reroutes along the way. At the time, many of them felt like a pain in the butt β and Iβll be honest, I resisted more than a few. Looking back, I can see they were gentleβ¦ and sometimes not-so-gentle nudges guiding me where I was meant to go. Iβm deeply grateful for them now. In the moment? Not always so much. Iβm learning to trust β really trust β the unfolding. To say no to something good, so I have the space and capacity when something great arrives. To believe the universe is shaping me into the unique human Iβm here to be, and opening doors I couldnβt have imagined if I were still pushing so hard. Iβm incredibly grateful for the amazing humans in this community β for the friendships weβve built and the way we walk alongside one another. Iβm looking forward to meeting more of you in Mexico. Sending so much love to each of you as we move through this wild, tender, beautiful thing called life β inspiring, encouraging, supporting, and building together. And a gentle reminderβ¦ reach out to the people you love. Even if itβs been a while.