I desperately need help...
Hey everyone, I am 26 years old, and I am having trouble choosing my niche/service whatever you wanna call it for 8 years now. I have switched all kinds of freelancing skills (mostly stuck with copywriting), tried e-commerce, stock trades, affiliate marketing, real estate, you name it, I've tried it. Over these years, I have learned a lot about myself. Mainly that I love independent research. I love researching, getting to the bottom of things, finding the truth and meaning. Once that is done, I go to the next thing, and it goes like that forever. I have an endless thirst for learning and wisdom. You could say I am a Philosopher. I love writing, as that way I can freely explore myself and my thoughts. Although I am lazy, I am intelligent (maybe a little narcistic for saying that) but I get paralyzed by over analyzing. Even in games that I played, I could never stick to one character, class, for a long period of time. I wanted to try them all. In a sense, I am a jack of all trades, master of none. My goal is to make a living somehow out of my independent research. Just enough to cover my expenses for the month, so I don't have to work or being told what to do. I value my freedom a lot. I would rather work for 10x less money but to have that freedom. I always loved mathematics and found it easy and fun, I love computers (but hate coding and programming), I love human nature, health, mindfulness, mind-body connection, unconventional ways of doing things, logic, and wrestling with the meaning of life. Logic is my strength, I am not really an empathetic or emotional type. I am also in a relationship for 9 years now. Happy and still going. I am optimistic and I love life. I cherish my freedom and being alone, alone with my thoughts. I love theories more than innovations. Think Einstein over Tesla. Sorry for the longer message all, but I am really stuck and I'm not sure where to go, how do I monetize this. I am willing to work hard (even though I prefer not to, but I understand in the beginning it's crucial, until everything connects and I can slow down a little). I just want to get paid for my writing and doing my researches, investigating my interests.