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Do we subconsciously satisfy temporary desires with the intention of placing ourselves back into a state of lack and scarcity to complete the cycle of suffering? Abundance is the light, lack and scarcity the darkness. One cannot exist without the other. Without experiencing both, we would have neither. That leads me to generalize that those who are truly able manifest that of the material and temporary have no vested interest in doing so. Further leading me to believe that those obsessed with manifesting wealth will never succeed until they realize that temporary material wealth is so insignificant in the grand scheme of existence, that it should be of little interest to them. “The world is yours when you have no desire in possessing it” - Bill Bossinger 01/23/2026 If you disagree, have something to add, or something I missed please respond! I’m very interested in dissecting this further. Unless you are a robot… (if your immediate thought was “I bet this guy is a bot”, I am part of your tribe.). Respond people…

I’ve never felt like I belonged in this world and my childhood was unstable to say the least. I’m tired of isolating myself when I know it’s not the answer but just don’t know what direction to go in. I know my community is out there, it’s just hard opening up and being vulnerable. I’m glad to be here.

Tsup?! Anyone here ever fuck around with a Schumann resonance generator? There are a bunch of studies that suggest it has genuine health benefits. I bought one on Amazon last night, looking forward to using it. For those who don’t know what I’m talking about, The Schumann resonance is 7.83 hz, which falls inline with not only the earth’s electromagnetic frequency, but also falls in the range with human brain waves Alpha and Theta. The Theta wave is associated with REM sleep, and deep relaxation. I’m sure you guys have seen them blasted on instagram. Anybody have one of these? -Bill Boss

The man with whom I have three children and (still) share a flat manages my time. For eight years, more or less, I have been in a situation where my time depends on that person. He has financial problems and works a lot, but he forgets that at home there is a person who is with the children and simply wants to have a life of her own. I am almost never informed about what the day will look like, and if I ask, it usually ends in an argument. Besides, he is often aggressive towards the children (mentally, physically almost never, except for small slaps on the head or pulling their ears, what i cannot stand). Today, I suggested to him how we could deal with this so that everyone would have some free time, but he doesn't care. I am thinking about divorce, then someone else will decide when the father should take care of the children and when I should, and I will finally be able to do something, also financially. During these eight years, I have not established many deeper relationships because I was mostly at home with the children and learning to speak german, that is why i have not much help, companionship. Has anyone been through or witnessed such a situation and knows if there is any institution that can help in such situations on a legal basis without divorce? I really need stability in managing my time. Every day, I practise being present and not worrying about it so much, just being, but my nervous system has its limits. I am telling God what I need: time on my own and peace. However I am also looking for practical help so that someone will finally establish the time the father is with children. I know that it comes one day on its own, it is already coming...Much Love and many blessings:))