Anyone here has woken up, became nothing and merged with the universe/higher presence/God and then gave in to unconscious patterns and deep survival mode, related to feeling like a hypocrite and then was able to come back to higher states of consciousness?

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While watching this video by rey "God did not put you here to be good" I realised how much my life decisions are effected by people around me, just keep them happy, satisfied and pleased. This morning I skipped my meditation and just sit in silence, very early in the morning, I was just looking around and feeling the peace. From my last post i learned a lot, I'm carrying too much pressure, fear, guilt, expectations and responsibilities. I just surrender and give them all to god 😊🙌🏼 i bring back my power. Nobody can scare me, not even my parents, society, or their rule and culture. Recently from last few months I was in rush to start content creation, to connect with people, to shoot my life to present myself as a niche. I was handling tons of syallabus from college, too much pressure for entrence exams. Not anymore, today I realised this year is going to end soon, i need to create difference now. Without any expectations and responsibilities I'm giving myself permission to rest, to choose what I feel intrested in, to love, to talk with myself. In my family I'm the only person who is interested in spirituality, I'm different form them, I have some goods and bads, but in all these... instead of connected to god, when did I start beating myself to fit in the perfect mold of spiritual and peaceful girl?? That video really helped me. And now I'm not beating myself anymore. Today I cried a lot. I'm just sitting around here and there and thinking. It's time to choose who really I am and stop with this ego and beliefs drama. I'll update you all with my new journey in next post 😊🤗 And thanks rey, your video opened my eyes it's just me and God. Nothing else. God bless you all ❤️‍🩹 Ruru ;)

After a long day of living as presently as possible here in this 3d time, I lay down and I meditate. I listen and I also ask questions like what should I know, what do I need to be working on. Last night I got several revelations and downloads. Every day I’m seeing angel numbers 111, 911 and 1111. My master number is 11. I’m highly intuitive but recently my closest friend opened my third eye for me and now I’m getting more information that I have been. I’m curious to hear what others are doing, feeling and experiencing. 💜🙏 I look forward to hearing from you 💗🫂

Anyone pay for the extra frequency options from the ITorus I pyramid brand, just wondering if it’s worth it. I’m not new to the frequency world I would say but wondering if I’m missing out on any good apps or channels with good variety of healing frequencies. I hope you all are having a great day!