Feeling the charge continuing to build. Had a couple rainy weeks here in Texas which has felt like a downer, but I'm feeling the fire lit on the inside keeping my vibe high 🔥

Had some fiery lovemaking with my partner this morning. Came close to ejaculating a couple times but made it through and feeling more charged up than ever - redirecting this energy into heart and my clients, friends, and community today ✊🏻🔥

I had an accidental ejaculation during solo cultivation. 😬 Briefly felt a little bummed out about it but chose to smile at it and give it intention. Followed up by some breathwork and Qi Gong. Still feeling grounded and decently energized. Will be being more careful going forward.

Today was interesting. I woke up feeling great with so much energy but that faded away very quickly as soon as I got ready for a big work day. Got very tired unmotivated and a little grumpy withing like an hour or two of waking up. Urges got pretty strong some hours later. I watched a few minutes of porn but was able to stop myself pretty quickly. No release today but I know I will need to start circulating the energy soon in order to keep this up. I listed to a few episodes of MSM today and I now have a better idea of what to do. Now I just gotta do it. Thats the plan after dinner here.

Work kept me quite busy today . Tonight I did have solo time to start moving the sexual energy. The practice is very new to me and there was a strong desire to release. I did not . I did not use porn which I usually do sometimes. Plan on working out in the morning. Still feeling achy in balls. Stood under cold water the last minute of my shower . Morning wood has actually woken me up the last 2 mornings. Looking forward to better focus using this practice. Enjoying the brotherhood and support .