Little share in this video on where I'm at this week... ๐
A subtle but ever present feeling of not being good enough that manifests as overthinking, overworking, perfectionism and more ๐ซฃ
I forgot to add before finding this much needed Nidra/mediation (below) I filled a large tub of peanut butter with granola, chunks of dark chocolate, salted nuts and was heading to the sofa ๐
A part of me realised "this isn't the answer" and I put it back and actually nourished myself.
It is becoming clear to me is that doing excessively is not living.
In fact it's a resistance to life.
And it keeps me heading back to my comforts.
Whereas trusting ourselves, just being, spontaneity and adventure in amongst the daily responsibilities... that's living ๐ซถ
Here's the guided session I did ๐