Just wiped out · The Mindful Body Method

Just wiped out

It is an odd feeling to have nowhere near the amount of energy required to make it through a ‘normal’ day. I struggled big time yesterday and it now feels like the last couple of weeks have the same sort of flavour as when I discovered an under active thyroid and at the start of perimenopause. Where no amount of time in bed will be enough and the tiredness, headaches, low mood and body aches makes it feel like I’m dragging around a ball and chain. So I’m taking today off, and maybe tomorrow. We will see. But my ego is already suggesting that this would be an excellent opportunity to look at new mortgage options and sort out some business admin if all I'm doing is lying on the sofa 🙈

Also, I had 3 crazy dreams last night, all contributing to a restless night. One was about how Covid was being spread through spiders 🕷️ And we were all trying to avoid them, they were everywhere, and a colleague didn’t help me when I had managed to zap one (with an actual taser), she stood back and watched while I struggled to tackle this 3 cm beast 🤷🏼‍♀️

Another was really hazy and something to do with lots of people not being respectful and honest. The last was also hazy but was about the charity event I stepped down from earlier this year and I was sneaking away from one of the evenings through others’ back gardens and got caught climbing out of someone’s window. But then they started chatting to me🤔

I think I need a holiday 🤪

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Just wiped out