The Night My Soul Voice Took Charge
How quitting alcohol overnight became my first initiation
Dec 05, 2025
This isn’t a story I ever thought I’d tell publicly.
But maybe it’s time.
For years, I drank almost every night.
I called it relaxing.
Unwinding.
Being social.
Taking the edge off.
But deep down I knew the truth:
I was playing with the same beast that killed my father.
He died alone in a seedy rented room in Jacksonville, Florida —
a man drowning in shame and escape.
I told myself I’d never end up like him.
I vowed it.
Over and over.
Half-asleep promises that never stuck.
Until the night they did.
A routine weekend of binge drinking ended in a heated argument
entirely my fault.
I hurt people I cared about.
I blamed alcohol.
But the truth was simpler:
I had finally hit the rock bottom people talk about.
And then…
Something happened I still can’t explain logically.
I heard a voice —
my Soul Voice —
say:
“We’re done. We’re not doing this anymore.”
Not dramatic.
Not angry.
Just final.
I questioned it.
Was it real?
Was I imagining it?
But the next morning…
everything was different.
I had a complete aversion to alcohol.
The smell made me nauseous.
My body rejected it like poison.
And I haven’t had a drink since.
Almost two years sober —
not by force,
not by willpower,
but by truth.
That night, I realized the Soul Voice wasn’t mystical fluff.
It was real.
It was wise.
And it was mine.
Little did I know… this was only the beginning.
🌹 Reflection
- What inner whisper have you been ignoring?
- What part of your life is asking you to say “We’re done”?
Join me in the next SOUL VOICE ACTIVATION (found in Calendar), to connect with your inner wisdom and intuition.🌹❤ Sandi
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The Night My Soul Voice Took Charge
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