How quitting alcohol overnight became my first initiation Dec 05, 2025 This isn’t a story I ever thought I’d tell publicly. But maybe it’s time. For years, I drank almost every night. I called it relaxing. Unwinding. Being social. Taking the edge off. But deep down I knew the truth: I was playing with the same beast that killed my father. He died alone in a seedy rented room in Jacksonville, Florida — a man drowning in shame and escape. I told myself I’d never end up like him. I vowed it. Over and over. Half-asleep promises that never stuck. Until the night they did. A routine weekend of binge drinking ended in a heated argument entirely my fault. I hurt people I cared about. I blamed alcohol. But the truth was simpler: I had finally hit the rock bottom people talk about. And then… Something happened I still can’t explain logically. I heard a voice — my Soul Voice — say: “We’re done. We’re not doing this anymore.” Not dramatic. Not angry. Just final. I questioned it. Was it real? Was I imagining it? But the next morning… everything was different. I had a complete aversion to alcohol. The smell made me nauseous. My body rejected it like poison. And I haven’t had a drink since. Almost two years sober — not by force, not by willpower, but by truth. That night, I realized the Soul Voice wasn’t mystical fluff. It was real. It was wise. And it was mine. Little did I know… this was only the beginning. 🌹 Reflection 1. What inner whisper have you been ignoring? 2. What part of your life is asking you to say “We’re done”? Join me in the next SOUL VOICE ACTIVATION (found in Calendar), to connect with your inner wisdom and intuition.🌹❤ Sandi

The women are gathering, yes, and the power will be restored when the feminine takes her rightful place once again. Do not think this is not coming, for it is to be. The feminine strength that you possess will be magnified, electrified, till all ears will hear and all eyes will see. And the heavens will rejoice as the prophecy is fulfilled and the bride is returned to her place with her beloved. It is here, it is now. It has been foretold. The energy of the new day propels you forward into the restructuring of all life on earth. As this begins to take place, heavens doors will open and the rejoicing will be heard throughout every dimension for the loss of the feminine has been the devastation of this planet. Think nothing less for this is the root of all darkness. The light of the feminine is returned in the vehicle of Mary Magdalene and all women. This power will grow in strength and beauty until all is changed and made new again, as it was in the beginning, balance restored. The dominion of the masculine over the feminine will no longer be. Your eyes are opening and you shall see things you never dreamed. Rest in the knowing that you have done well and all is unfolding in a most sacred manner. From the book The Heart of Love : Mary Magdalene Speaks Gail Swanson

From: Vincent Marie Raphael· Today’s message from Mary Magdalene: Greetings sweet angel, You are divine. Divine you are. No less, no more. Always have been, forever will be. I encourage you to welcome this truth and accept it fully. You are divine, created by God. Can you feel the power that lies beyond these words? Can you fathom the implications of this certainty within you? Do you truly grasp its depth and magnitude? You have been created by the Most High. Your filiation is sacred. It is time to fully, wholly welcome your inheritance. You are divine. Your substance is Light, your expression is Love, Peace is your natural state. I invite you now to live from this perspective, from this knowing. Everything changes. As a divine being, you are whole and cannot suffer. Lack is impossible. Separation and fragmentation are inconceivable. "I am divine!" Repeat these words as much as possible today. Say them slowly. Let the meaning of these words resonate within you and impregnate every aspect of yourself until it has become the norm again. You are divine. As a divine being, you realize that everyone you meet is also divine. There are no strangers. You have no enemies. Sickness is but a mad dream, a distorted perception. As a divine being, all you can do is bless and extend love. However, if old fear patterns arise, do not cover them, but welcome them into the Light of your divinity. They will dissolve instantly if you hold steadfast to the knowing of your divinity. And if you forget, call upon me right away, I will remember it for you, and since our hearts are joined in Love, you will remember it through me. I love you, my dear spark of Divinity, Mary

Someone left a post about sacred orgasms on FB. I though that you may like to see my comment:💖 Aren't the entrances of cathedrals supposed to be vaginas? There are roses above them, aka clitoris? This is the path to God. In "Secret Teachings of Mary Magdalene", by Claire Nahmad, she talks of The Rose of Sharon, aka a giant entrance in the Heavens with a rose at the top. The rose is Mary Magdalene. There's a story in "Hot Chocolate for the Mystical Lovers Soul" it tells of a woman who has cancer, goes out of body, sees a giant vagina in the Sky, enters it, and is healed upon her return to earth.

A few years back when I somehow came across the fact that Mary Magdalene’s gospel was omitted from the bible, something immediately shifted and I sat up straight in knowing and also grief. I knew how important this was for myself and all the women I have worked with. So I immersed myself in her and realized how she has always been with me. But when I was in travelling solo in France, at Ste. Marie de la Mer, I “slipped” on a rock by the sea and injured my knee and could not move for a couple of hours, that is when she came to me directly.