What's up? I'm here to help with the dark shit in life. If this generates enough interest, I'll make a more extensive post or something. Dark shit. It's a part of life. I love it. If you're not loving it? Let's start some dialogue, see what's going on, and see if we can get you out of here back to the world above. Chthonic: Relating to the underworld. Associated with death, decay, the unseen, and fertility. From Death, Life. Hades and Persephone. All things infernal, hellish, dark, mysterious, ghoulish, and horny. Lol. Fertility does play a large role down here. Seeds don't grow where that nice bright love and light can burn the absolute shit out of them. That nice dark embrace and comfort of the moon and stars; that's what it's all about. A womb to start learning, before you enter the world. Chaos, the mother, the void, the divine feminine. What's up? Ask questions, start a conversation, let's see what we can do together. Or call me dark, scary, and bad. Sure, that works, too, whatever, however, if it works, it works, you won't hurt my feelings. You're just missing out, is all. https://youtu.be/RRKJiM9Njr8?si=sCxk-l5yHrI_7CIA

In this painting, I try to capture the space and depth of the scene, rather than one particular subject.

I went into deep survival after my awakening and have been slowly recovering. There was alot of fear response for the past couple of months but my body is feeling better. I am now finding myself crying all the time, just cant name the story behind it but just experiencing alot of pain and crying. I’ve been crying almost everyday and today it’s just been happening all day. If I try to understand what’s happening underneath- I just feel alot of sadness, grief over not being held, seen, heard and forgiven. I want to understand what’s happening here. Would also love it if anyone has some space to hold me while I drown in this emotional distress