Hi I just wanna share something I gone through yesterday with you all beautiful people
I saw it plain and simple
The being, it's already done
There is no one to control or do things
I saw it yesterday without totally freaking out
Btw I didn't dissolve completely but it solved some of my fears... When you become empty or you becoming what you were before birth , I felt I'm being filled with everything
Like my field is expanding to accumulate everything... Every possibility!
I felt like a dirt worm at first TBH 😂
The pressure before you completely melt is insanely high it's like someone put his feet on your chest you cannot breath , I felt my inners are eating each other in a weird way but I didn't freak out
It's hard no to scream or freak out 😂😂
When you become emptier you feel your mind to being more limited .. what I mean by this is
Mind cannot predict future and look to the past memories , body functions will be gone , means you as body or ego cannot move
You get crucified I guess , it feels like you are getting pumped with air in the head untill it goes blooop !
It's like you slowly become your environment... More body and emotional feeling rather than head stuff , I felt like a worm , almost zero thoughts
My throat was clogged with dirt I guess like I said I felt being pregnated with possibilities ... It was wild even though I didn't melt fully it was amazing .
If ever this happened to you don't resist it be empty enjoy being ! That's all I can say from direct experiences but at first it's confusing after nearly 6 years of different experiences I started to get it slowly but surely !