Hi, everyone I’m Olja but most people call me Olga. I just joined this group to see if I can learn something new in helping me step into my power. We live in time of abundance and also self destruction by consuming too much sometimes and getting lost and confused. I find myself in both from time to time. Its own unique journey to self mastery, right?! What are your challenges lately?

Someone said this to me and it hits me in the heart but I’m having a hard time knowing what “obeying” vs “negotiating” with God is. How would you even know the difference when we have free will? May be a weird question but 🤷‍♀️

Lately I’ve been forced into a pause I didn’t choose. After years of giving everything I had to my job, often at the expense of my own body, I’m recovering from a concussion and facing the reality that healing can’t be measured by productivity. What’s coming up for me is how tightly I’ve tied my identity to what I produce, how reliable I am, how much I can endure. Rest feels uncomfortable. Not because I don’t need it, but because somewhere along the way I learned that my value comes from output. I’m trying to learn how to be a person, not a performance. For those who have gone through injury, burnout, or a major life shift: How did you begin separating who you are from what you do? What helped you untangle worth from productivity, especially in a culture that rewards pushing through at all costs? I’m genuinely curious and open to learning.

Anyone here has woken up, became nothing and merged with the universe/higher presence/God and then gave in to unconscious patterns and deep survival mode, related to feeling like a hypocrite and then was able to come back to higher states of consciousness?

Hi! First of all I'm really grateful to be a part of this community! Thank you all for being here! I have an interesting experience and I'm curious if anyone else goes through this. When I start working on my emotions, past traumas, I often experience that despite of the huge revelations and insights of my inner godly being, it sometimes gets me to a point where I get overwhelmed by very strong emotions. At that point I feel like they become stronger than me and I can't really get back to clear thinking. I often even realize that I can not really accept them, I'm automatically fighting it which makes it really exhausting. It is weird because I know what I "should" do but sometimes I can't seem to. These concerns usually are related to health anxiety (most of the time I feel really tired and sick, have trouble sleeping and it feels scary). I found out that this derives from my troubled childhood - I have never experienced safety, I had to constantly be in alert mode - so first and foremost I tried communicating with that inner child, comforting him, but it kinda does not feel honest, since I could not yet integrate this peace I've found within fully in my life. Changing my whole identity feels hard right now. Any thoughts/advices on this? Thank you in advance, godbless❤️