Try embracing it while you are on 7g or higher doses of shrooms If you've done this and you embraced it then you are fine Most people including me cannot embrace it fully 99 percent of people cannot surrender to it all While you are being this body mind Talking about embracing you darkness and shadows is bullcrap sorry I have to be honest ! While your boundaries are dissolved and you are in a fluid state which reality can take any form That's when your fate is tested And I failed everytime I couldn't love the darkness or not judge what I saw and felt Still I hate this universe and cannot leave this life I cannot live as the BEING and I cannot stay as this dysfunctional body mind ! It's kinda funny ! It's the universal joke the cosmic joke ! There is no escape of it No accepting it ...

I mean cannabis especially indica strain on low doses are fine but try to meditate without any drug Just using breathwork! Yes you can use shrooms and weed But until you learn to be calm when your mind is busy, you should not try to meditate on altered states ! Normal meditation is like surfing normal waves, on drugs however it's totally different It's like now you have to surf in a stormy sea 😂😂😂 it's not fun you'll be dragged all over the place I recommend doing it sober And yes you can use cannabis but don't use it daily or often ! If you get what I mean It becomes a crutch You'll be addicted This is both mental and physical addictions They will happen ! For me weed sativa is pretty good TBH I hate indica on high doses Indica on like 0.5 smooked is pure hell from my point of view You get stuck in your own head But with the sative strain on 0.5 g weed you get mind altering affects just like shrooms ! Sometimes you even have ego death on high doses of sativa ! Anyways I prefer breathwork and normal meditation since you are mostly sober in your life So if you can stay calm in this normal state you can find your way into another States like pure calmness without any drug use !

If you got balls and wanna go deep After couple trips if you realized you can loosen the grip on this universe and the sense of me or ego You can try 5g or 7g It's a heavy trip you might merge with universe in the ways you cannot fathom! You might cry , piss yourself, shout for hours, or maybe shit yourself too 😂 it's all natural BTW! In the end all of the tools to explore your self take you to this exact place to ask who am I ? This is a profound unanswered question! The answer is when you get it This reality will collapse and you shall know that you don't know because you were never existed in the first place 😂

If you wanna trip on high doses or moderate doses just be prepared, mushrooms can take you beyond even with low doses if you are ready! Just know when you take them be silent and don't argue with the voices in your head !

The real Joy is when silence notices itself not the hallucinations we hear on drugs

To me the real enlightenment is when there is no me or no doer which is responsible for everything That's freedom and the true awakening in my opinion Other stuff is kinda small realizations And when you fully realize yourself you become everything and it's eternal so you don't exist as a separate self anymore! Again in MY OPINION the whole point of meditation, using psychedelics , different kinds of breathing methods is to dissolve the doer and be the witness of thoughts and words and actions ! I guess anything else is mind trying to trick you ! To me there is no better or worse worlds or new or old worlds If you get there , there is only boundless freedom of one's own bullshits ! We get free from our bullshit And no this world isn't real it's a simulation a mind projection ! It's real to the ego you think you are for sure ! That's all I can say 😉

@Matthew Koech I guess it's the end of the road for me , but you'll get there !