Lately I have gotten into reading and listening to Alan Watts. If you are looking for an avenue to release, let go, and understand your life I recommend giving him a listen https://youtu.be/GrLObPkEnsM?si=mVRQyVIB2P5zx6de
I highly recommend that you take some time out of your day and go listen to Allan Watts. His wisdom and lectures will redefine the way that you look at your reality.
A great read lately that i have been diving into is The Divine Martix. I absolutely love the fact that we are all tied together and are the creator of our own reality.