We are all on our own journey through this reality of our own design. The way that you perceive the world is unique to you and your personal experience. I do not live in the same reality as you as I live in my own. The only entity that we share a reality with is hat of our ever own shadow. The shadow that is responsible for the thoughts in your own mind, the anger, the guilt, the pain, the pleasure, the happiness are all no more than words of your shadow. The question is do you sit with it to understand or do you let this shadow dictate your world. Once you realize that you are the creator of your kingdom there is no returning to a sense of normal. What is normal anyways other than the framing of what an old and antiquated society accepted as standards that you never agreed too....

She took my fight and used me like her Knight, until she found something that was more right, now i question my will to fight for what i believed to be my light.

Today I failed to we walk the path put before me. I fell back into old habits for a brief period of time and even questioned myself and my purpose. It was the first time in months that I had a slip up like this. The nice thing is that it was able to move through me like no more than a cloud in the sky. In the past I would have help onto these expectations of myself and let it lead to guilt, shame, and a collapse of identity. That didn't happen today. It was nice to be able to let go and just move through.