why does it feel like i keep ending up in the same place?

came back after a week offline and spent an hour just reading posts.

people are shipping. full agent teams, named specialists, live clients. and i'm still on the foundation.

but here's the honest version of what's actually happening.

i build something. it works. then i look at it and realise it's not what i actually wanted. so i break it and start again. then halfway through the rebuild, a new idea comes in and now i don't know if i should finish what i started or pivot to the thing that's clearly better.

i've rebuilt the same system three times in a month.

and the worst part.. each version was better than the last. so was the rebuilding wrong? or is that just what building actually looks like before it locks in?

genuinely asking because i can't tell if this is a me problem or if everyone here is quietly doing the same thing and just posting the final version.

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