I must have fell asleep trying to post this video last night 😂 😆
Today marks the final countdown to embracing transformation! Whether you're ready or not, take a leap of faith and own this new chapter. Your authenticity is your superpower - don't let anyone dull your sparkle! Embrace the uncertainty, and remember that growth often feels uncomfortable. You've made it this far, and that's something to be proud of! Keep pushing boundaries, and never lose faith in yourself. You got this!
I watched this cool anime movie about pop group who fought off demons with their beautiful voices and positive lyrics with my little God daughter yesterday & In this weird way, it resonated with my own story about losing my own voice for 3 years a week before my first tour with one of my biggest mentors, “Sarah Smith” from London, Ontario. That’s another beautiful story for another day, but after losing my brother to suicide 18 years ago, I never thought I’d sing without him again and Sarah was the person who inspired me all over again, just when I thought I’d never look back. Moving forward, My mom took me to a specialist in Toronto after losing my voice and I remember praying all the way there for God not to take the one thing that brought me the most happiness and purpose in life. My mom even gave me the third degree on listening to him if he tells me I can’t sing. When I got there, he starts speaking my language in chakras & root causes and says, “ Kristen, it’s not your singing voice that is the problem, it’s your talking voice. You’re not speaking your truth!”
That appointment hit me hard because I have been a people pleaser most of my life and always choosing the wrong relationships & thinking I can fix everyone. This last year really awakened me to a cycle I wasn’t about to start all over again with someone who was very toxic and unhealed and ever since letting him go, I’ve been in a relationship with myself. It’s been one of the most difficult years yet, but I’m grateful for that mean man for reminding me of my worth and breaking a 22 year cycle for once and for all & finally having the resilience and strength to clear generational traumas moving forward.
Most importantly, it inspired me to continue following my heart to believe in myself & in my big dreams to help heal the world with my music and voice. You’re never too old to make your dreams come true and we all have our own journey and divine timing.
I also ended up doing my tour and although I couldn’t speak, almost like Ariel in The Little Mermaid 🧜♀️ lol, by some miracle I got up on stage and sang a 30-45 min set for 8 days straight in 8 cities in Canada. Haha another alignment in the 88 Portal. I look back now and know it was my army of angels who helped me get through that difficult time and somehow giving me the ability to use my voice for a short period once a day. It was one of the best adventures of my life ❤️& a blessing in disguise. We often take so much for granted, and most don’t see how truly lucky we are to have the ability to see, hear, talk, touch, feel or take care of our health until it becomes too late.
As I was leaving my walk last night, the theme song “Golden” happened to come on the radio! Talk about alignment! I absolutely love and resonate with these lyrics myself ❤️
Here is the video that made me tear up watching the sunset last night ❤️
Have a Beautiful Day Everyone! ❤️❤️❤️🦁 and remember to speak your truth! Your voice is especially needed during this great awakening and we MUST ALL RISE UP TOGETHER IN UNION 🙏