Hi guys, anyone else with some experience and/or advice in how to cope with fierce pushbacks the minute I genuinely lock in. For me, quitting smoking and drinking was one of the big goals for a very long time, took me several years to finally get rid of the cigarettes. Still dealing with lots of gut issues so I start doing keto diet, no alcohol either. For me that looked like a good pathway to getting cleaner, getting closer to my true self. And i have been doing so for almost 5 weeks, and have had almost notting but setbacks. Alot of stuff is causing alot friction, with the biggest one of all recently, being my girlfriend wanting to split up, exactly when I'm finally getting to where I wanted to be for a long time. Meanwhile, I keep telling myself to hold your ground, its just "a test" but its getting to a point that its getting pretty ridiculous, and really makes me question my reality fiercely, like someone or something is trying to get to me. So anyone had similar events, and cares to share their experiences, and how they looked at the underlying dynamics? Would be very much aprreciated π