The last chapter - The Ninjaturtle
The last two weeks felt like a eternal shitshow rollercoaster to be honest… I wanted to much for the last November week and I totally underestimated the travel. I had to pay the price of 50h of nonstop traveling and changing time zones - for more then a week I vomiting out of my asshole and cramping become normal in the mornings, starting antibiotics today… I had an argument with my wife and we dived into our darkness together, it revealed my clumsiness and her “subconscious” not feeling safe… I had to address it…. In the end it brought us closer but foooook holding that space was scary, i cried i felt my abandonment wound, while speaking out my truth - did i create drama out of thin air or did I see the subtitles which she did not speak out… A Little bit of both and also tension was created over the last two weeks in both of us…so let’s have fun 😂 I have great goals for the December, but I want quality over quantity this month! So I am the turtle, swimming effortlessly in the current of life right now…I found the riptide a path that brings me effortlessly to the deep ocean. There are the bigger fish, still a white belt in the world of masters, but a night not a padawan anymore 🙏🏻🧙🏼♂️🥷🏼🐢 Work: Focusing on one client with all my knowledge and experience! Getting the fruits of November 🙏🏻 the winner takes it All 🤴🏻 Fun: I rest at the beach, read, play guitar, climb the coconut tree, surf or make love… and then I rest some more, train, reflect, analyze, I contemplate in the darkness, i regroup the troops of the king, I ask the oracle and the gods where to go next and then I go for battle again! Thanks for that space! It’s amazing having all of you here, hope I connect with some of you more during the next weeks, months! Cheers everyone and enjoy the ride