The last chapter - The Ninjaturtle
The last two weeks felt like a eternal shitshow rollercoaster to be honestโฆ I wanted to much for the last November week and I totally underestimated the travel. I had to pay the price of 50h of nonstop traveling and changing time zones - for more then a week I vomiting out of my asshole and cramping become normal in the mornings, starting antibiotics todayโฆ I had an argument with my wife and we dived into our darkness together, it revealed my clumsiness and her โsubconsciousโ not feeling safeโฆ I had to address itโฆ. In the end it brought us closer but foooook holding that space was scary, i cried i felt my abandonment wound, while speaking out my truth - did i create drama out of thin air or did I see the subtitles which she did not speak outโฆ A Little bit of both and also tension was created over the last two weeks in both of usโฆso letโs have fun ๐ I have great goals for the December, but I want quality over quantity this month! So I am the turtle, swimming effortlessly in the current of life right nowโฆI found the riptide a path that brings me effortlessly to the deep ocean. There are the bigger fish, still a white belt in the world of masters, but a night not a padawan anymore ๐๐ป๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฅท๐ผ๐ข Work: Focusing on one client with all my knowledge and experience! Getting the fruits of November ๐๐ป the winner takes it All ๐คด๐ป Fun: I rest at the beach, read, play guitar, climb the coconut tree, surf or make loveโฆ and then I rest some more, train, reflect, analyze, I contemplate in the darkness, i regroup the troops of the king, I ask the oracle and the gods where to go next and then I go for battle again! Thanks for that space! Itโs amazing having all of you here, hope I connect with some of you more during the next weeks, months! Cheers everyone and enjoy the ride