The old version of me had her north star in avoiding pain. She was running towards a better future. Outside of herself is where she thought she will find it. Her main values were discipline, control (masked as productivity/time management), and overly relying on her masculine energy - awakened and unawakened. It was all about achievements which reinforced her childhood patterns. Perfection was needed to execute on her path to her north star. …eventually, resulting in suppressed trauma, trapped emotions, and OCD. Her reality helped her dismantle all these beliefs, identity, and old way of living on earth. Now, in my most authentic version of me, my north star is joy. It is so simple, easy, and beautiful as I can find it in myself. Always, any time, any where. I go within. I don’t run anymore, I walk in grace. My core values are presence (even with emotions and situations that are uncomfortable), openness, and balance. I act as a channel for the divine. My feminine and masculine energy are a balanced union. I connect, enjoy, and receive what wants to be created through me. I take care of myself, am intentional in every moment, and create it with love. I do what I love, to create with love, and create more love on this earth. It doesn’t have to be perfect. Beauty is my new standard. …and I can see beauty in everything. There is more than enough time to rest at the end of each day. My one action is connecting with my heart to source every morning and at night. Consciously throughout the day when I feel I need it as well. I am committed to allowing myself to feel the way I always wanted to feel, to have all I always desired, and to live the life of my vision, in every moment in time. Now. — My biggest breakthrough of day 3 was the clarity on which version of me I needed to let go of - the granularity of her values. And that it is simply about letting go and embodying the most authentic version that I can see, NOW. Overall, my biggest breakthrough of the challenge was tapping into my wounded inner child - seeing, feeling, and acknowledging her more than ever, and rising above my false beliefs/core pattern with my awareness. …which naturally cleared space for my vision self in my consciousness.