I love this question you've shared ! Im in a similar place and stage in my life. You are NOT alone , my friend. I think that these days Aaron is talking about releasing attachment to a specific identity that we may have conjured up in our minds and put on a pedestal. And I love that. There's beauty in allowing ourselves to live the question. That place of uncertainty is scary but we also find treasures contained within it. There's this teacher named Jeff Foster who talks about this stage of becoming and unbecoming and transition youre speaking of... He has many podcasts and beautiful poems he has written on this topic. You nay wish to check them out , they're so fabulous ! :) I feel that place of questions and uncertainty, is a beautiful place to be in . If we keep a positive attitude and surrounding ourselves with the right people, we can start to celebrate the question , and release resistance to the answer ! And then the answer MUST Arrive 😃😃😇