I'm so confused about my current friendships. Sometimes I think they're toxic and want to cut these people out of my life, but they are the only people in it. Sometimes I think I'd be happier without these relationships, but then I have moments when I feel like maybe they do care about my best interest. Maybe they are just being a good friend even though it doesn't feel like it sometimes. It's so confusing and I'm exhausted trying to figure it out. How do I follow my intuition when she can't make up her mind? I'm so frustrated with this.