Something I wanted to vent and doesn't make sense

Everyone says a toxic person whatever they project onto other people they are that person and they are having those wounds but why do I have to analyse or interrupt those things why can't I just live my life I didn't ask for other people's emotions and stuff then why should I be differentiating what my emotions are what other people's emotions are and why do I have protect my energy constantly why am I getting attacked I don't wanna listen that hight destiny and meant to be this n that can't I just have a normal fucking life like literally can't I have something easy why does everything have to be so painfull and struggle and just not nice if people don't want to like me it's okay you don't have to darling but why am I supposed to overcome their bullying me that wasn't even caused by me in the first place and then expect me to be all love and light or not resentfull then resentment is bad for you I mean of ourselves I'll be fucking resentfull man like how can I not after all that means shit yeah ik all that shadow stuff I didn't ask for your f opinion let me be where does people find that much audacity to give advice when I didn't even asked them why bro what do you want find someone else bro leave me alone I'm already finding difficulty dealing with my own emotions and here you are with you lil asss ego and lava like insecurity why do I have to deal with your fucking insecurity I just to live a cute lil life I have why do you have to make it so complicated for me (well all that doesn't apply to strangers I don't give a f about strangers it's all family and close ones )

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