Do you believe in what’s meant to be?

If it’s meant to be it will be … is this an excuse for detachment… a Santa clause saying to keep us finding hope in the unknown … or … do you believe that your higher power has a plan for you , truly .

I haven’t felt that friendly… people are actually horrible.

I have to walk into a situation that was very clearly the start of an altercation

It’s a time of year that is not my favorite …

And I feel like life is feeling more like the Truman show of scripted bs and nothing organically real…

Not sure what I believe anymore .

I quit all my things and modified my life to fit real job and real money that I don’t have to compromise for .

Tomorrow I have a meeting with someone about being a human trafficking advocate , and I haven’t wanted to be involved in something so much in a long time .

I was thinking about going to Sedona , and to solidify my feeling “good to go” outside of all the adversity I’ve had going to the things already , it’s easy to travel , and some are less helpful in arrangements … So I applied for another opportunity there . To see if it would solidify the pull for me to to go , since it’s a lot of resources and energy .

I have things coming up that i feel like give me a break from all the trying to be my own boss .

What’s meant to be …

Fingers crossed it starts happening in undeniable ease

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