does anyone else feel the same right now. Same thing everyday, wake up, school for 8+ hours, go home and scroll. Atleast i had video games when i was younger, and friends in middle school. Now highschool is so depressing and boring. Barely any friends. I lost any motivation for games, everytime i play i know im just wasting my time for no reason. Atleast when i used to play fortnite when i was 10-14 i used to have motivation for becoming a pro player, and my friends would play with me. Now all of that is gone. Every time i do something unproductive on my pc it makes me even more depressed knowing it’s just a waste of time to get to the next day. It gets worse everyday That was the only thing that brought me little joy, but knowing i have limited time to ascend and heightmaxx before the next year of highschool starts. My whole life revolves around blackpill, and trying to ascend. The pressure of trying to maximize puberty so I don’t end up an manlet and ugly. Everyday it gets worse. I wish i could go back to 2020 when i was playing fortnite and didn’t have to worry about anything. Even middle school was better than right now.

I grew up my whole life sub-5 and over the past year I've ascended to LTN. I believe I'll be able to realistically hit HMTN. But, recently I was wondering if I'm fucked forever even if I ascend. I've never been able to talk to women. My parents put me in a boys school and I never had any female interaction other than meeting my cousins a couple times a year. The first time I went up and talked to a girl was at a party when I was 13. My mom interrogated me afterwards and wanted me to tell her everything I talked about with her. After that I didn't talk to any girls until I was 18, which was when I started university. My voice trembles. I stumble and I can't think properly. I was approached by a girl for the first time last year and I literally just ignored her and ran away. I'm such a fucking loser man. I feel like I was set up to be a loser in every way possible. This has happened all throughout my life. I had a substantial amount of girls interested in me throughout my life but I was never able to talk to them, because I'm a socially stunted retard. I woke up pissed off at myself because I just saw a dream where I went up to a girl and embarrased myself again. Man I can't even escape this shit in my dreams. Nigga I fucking hate this shit man... @Jarion Davidson

All of these forum chads, and “ogs” are all frauds and have superiority complexes. Soon I will be running all of the forums, looksmaxxing and blackpill tiktok. Not only for new gen greys to spam “brutal” on my videos, but for all of those egomaxxed forum users. They will see me and be jealous of my beauty and fame i have acquired, i worked my way up. I was at rock bottom. They will see who the true superior one is. Kyan stone, Orc, Ehren, Crisick, Amnesia, Arvid, Pneumo, Hateeq, Aaad, Salludon, Devon broughton, Faceiq. Even the new gens like bojack who are grey, and the entire primal community. I HATE THEM ALL. Sure they can have their little discord groupchats, and all the other “looksmaxxing” content creators can have their big groupchats and IRL meetups to interact with, all of the foids who are larping looksmaxxing. They are not safe from the carnage I will bring to them and the entire community, even people who I know in real life, all of those punk little highschool kids who think they’re popular and cool. They all think they are better. The way they can call a human an “LTN” and think that rating determines someones life worth, is so dehumanizing. Everybody will know who I am. I will no longer be the weak, ugly kid who begs for these “chads” attention, like all of the others. The greatest forum users, and mainstream looksmaxxers and blackpill enthusiasts. Will know who i am, and beg, absolutely beg, and obsess over me and my attention. They will all be jealous. The only people who I will not switch up on are the people who believed in me from the start, like jarion, drago, all the people in skool (except andy kim), when I am the face of it all. Feel free to ask me for a follow back or shoutout and I will help you. With just me following you, and granting you the power and fame, you will become greater than all of the losers i mentioned. -Dexter Morgan

Most of you have already been exposed to it. “Genetics decide everything.” “You’re either born with it or you’re not.” And slowly… you start believing it. You stop trying. You accept your current face as permanent. You convince yourself there’s no way out. That’s the trap. The blackpill takes partial truth… and turns it into complete paralysis. Here’s what they don’t tell you: Your face is not static. Bone structure adapts. Soft tissue holds inflammation. Hormones + lifestyle literally change how you look. Most of you aren’t “genetically cooked”… you’re just: - Bloated - Low testosterone / low IGF-1 signaling - Bad lymphatic flow - Living in a completely unnatural environment That “after” look you see? It’s not luck. It’s: - Debloating the face (lymphatic drainage) - Fixing diet (primal/raw inputs) - Increasing androgen signaling - Actually understanding your weak points I break all of this down in the video. No cope. No motivation speech. Just reality. 👉 Watch it here: https://youtu.be/YipbjGNdU5M?si=3ol-oCaoJHOcIVzj If you’re serious about changing your face… Join the free community. I’ll literally show you what’s wrong with your face and what to fix first. No guesswork. DM me “ASCEND” or use the link in bio.

I peep the new outfits jarion. Where do you buy the cardigans, shirts and blazers from? they look genuinely fire. @Jarion Davidson