5h (edited) • 🧠 Mindset / Status
Genetic dead end...
I grew up my whole life sub-5 and over the past year I've ascended to LTN. I believe I'll be able to realistically hit HMTN. But, recently I was wondering if I'm fucked forever even if I ascend.
I've never been able to talk to women. My parents put me in a boys school and I never had any female interaction other than meeting my cousins a couple times a year.
The first time I went up and talked to a girl was at a party when I was 13. My mom interrogated me afterwards and wanted me to tell her everything I talked about with her. After that I didn't talk to any girls until I was 18, which was when I started university.
My voice trembles. I stumble and I can't think properly. I was approached by a girl for the first time last year and I literally just ignored her and ran away. I'm such a fucking loser man. I feel like I was set up to be a loser in every way possible.
This has happened all throughout my life. I had a substantial amount of girls interested in me throughout my life but I was never able to talk to them, because I'm a socially stunted retard. I woke up pissed off at myself because I just saw a dream where I went up to a girl and embarrased myself again.
Man I can't even escape this shit in my dreams.
Nigga I fucking hate this shit man...
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Genetic dead end...
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