life is so depressing · ASCEND OR DIE ⚡

life is so depressing

does anyone else feel the same right now. Same thing everyday, wake up, school for 8+ hours, go home and scroll. Atleast i had video games when i was younger, and friends in middle school. Now highschool is so depressing and boring. Barely any friends. I lost any motivation for games, everytime i play i know im just wasting my time for no reason. Atleast when i used to play fortnite when i was 10-14 i used to have motivation for becoming a pro player, and my friends would play with me. Now all of that is gone. Every time i do something unproductive on my pc it makes me even more depressed knowing it’s just a waste of time to get to the next day. It gets worse everyday

That was the only thing that brought me little joy, but knowing i have limited time to ascend and heightmaxx before the next year of highschool starts. My whole life revolves around blackpill, and trying to ascend. The pressure of trying to maximize puberty so I don’t end up an manlet and ugly. Everyday it gets worse. I wish i could go back to 2020 when i was playing fortnite and didn’t have to worry about anything. Even middle school was better than right now.

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