Today someone ask me what is your objective in life he said look at you , you’re not a good student and not even good in Islamic prospective. I know he’s saying something which hard to accept but true. I know I’m not good enough to do something but, with the passage of time I quite what I start. This makes me sad, and now Im afraid of this thing. I know the pathway which I have to follow but it hard to keep my self on it.