Hi all Im writing this post because Im in need of support.I dont have family support and there is only so much friends can provide but often don't really know how to be there for me at the moment. The ladt 6 years have been a huge restructuring of my life . Going from owning an almost completely self sufficient 130acres, which I regenerated from the ground up..with ny TF. We unfortunately parted company and I was unable financially to start again We reconnected again 3 years later and then there was a shock in our relationship and ny nervous system collapsed and my body went into foetal position and it has taken 3 years of nervous system work to unfurl..I was also poisoned by a tooth and in terrible anxiety...All of that has albeit resolved and now Im living in a caravan on 60 acres in a beautiful spot. But my son is in addiction. H has been for many years and 18 months ago he suffered heart failure and other heart complications . I have just imposed very strong boundaries with him and am being verbally attacked by him .I have cut off money supply and asked him to get to rehab..of course he is resisting.Ive started attending many drug support groups on libe and speak to counselors when in need .I have not had support in my life so am reaching out here as well as,as many places I can that feel safe for me to do so.The attack from him on me, and dealing with what it triggers at times, is really hard going and I am in a lot of grief and fear at times, with noone close to just be with me through this..so,I am reaching out here Thankyou for reading/ listening It means a great deal to me 💔💙❤️🙏

What are your weekend plans.... Over here, I would like to do some organization and purging of material things.

Here is my monday question. Is Yall and official word? If it is not should it be? and do you use it in your daily speech?

I now understand why I have such a hard time connecting with people. When crappy things happen to you in your life weekly it gets to be waaaay Debbie Downer energy n you stop reaching out to people cuz its always like $hit luck n who wants to hear all that sooo you just avoid. Past few weeks Ive been focusing more on listening. My son n I are reconnecting in ways that are just beautiful Im sooooo grateful n appreciative for that Today I just asked him questions about his day n week It felt good to listen to him n not mention the $hit luck of my life. Really yall the cat ran away on Monday Monday thats hiw the week gets started. I could give you more if you think im kidding 😆 🤣 😂 😹 Nvm me n my $hit luck 😆 🤣 😂 😹 How was yalls week? Im listening without judgement ❤️💜💙

someone from my past has re emerged at the same time I have found out an ex had died . I am living back on the road where I ended up 20 plus years ago where I moved due to Domestic Violence. What kind of karmic crap is this?