Hi all Im writing this post because Im in need of support.I dont have family support and there is only so much friends can provide but often don't really know how to be there for me at the moment. The ladt 6 years have been a huge restructuring of my life . Going from owning an almost completely self sufficient 130acres, which I regenerated from the ground up..with ny TF. We unfortunately parted company and I was unable financially to start again We reconnected again 3 years later and then there was a shock in our relationship and ny nervous system collapsed and my body went into foetal position and it has taken 3 years of nervous system work to unfurl..I was also poisoned by a tooth and in terrible anxiety...All of that has albeit resolved and now Im living in a caravan on 60 acres in a beautiful spot.
But my son is in addiction. H has been for many years and 18 months ago he suffered heart failure and other heart complications .
I have just imposed very strong boundaries with him and am being verbally attacked by him .I have cut off money supply and asked him to get to rehab..of course he is resisting.Ive started attending many drug support groups on libe and speak to counselors when in need .I have not had support in my life so am reaching out here as well as,as many places I can that feel safe for me to do so.The attack from him on me, and dealing with what it triggers at times, is really hard going and I am in a lot of grief and fear at times, with noone close to just be with me through this..so,I am reaching out here Thankyou for reading/ listening It means a great deal to me 💔💙❤️🙏