Hi beloved tribe, due to my phone being cut off I will have no connectivity for sometime and no ability to check in. It's going to be a challenge without a phone in this modern world where everything needs to be digital and at the very least being able to make a call too. Sending you all blessings of light, love and a gentle momentum of Loving progression through your day to days with Active Hope and Guidance as you allow yourselves connections where you are called to join as one with authentic vibrational power. I will check in with you energetically and spiritually along the way xxxx So much love, Latifa xx

Normally my posts are much longer, but I’m here to stop in and share a quote that’s really helping me lately and resonates deeply with where I’m at on my journey. “The stress from trying to be perfect will kill you quicker than your imperfections.” - Unknown To me this hits deeply and I interpret it as, yes, we can always do better, but accept where we’re at and know that we’re doing our best in the moment. So what if we mess up and have bad moments. We can’t always be perfect or 💯 We’re here to grow and learn what we need to on our paths. Be patient and gentle with yourself 🙏🏻🫶🏻

Wow am I shattered. Must be doing something wrong today. I've not felt this tired in almost 4 months. My body has shifted last week in a way I didn't expect and that's caused some physiological tiredness. I've spent 3 months trying to deal with an energy bill, the company is messing me about it is chaos. Its the first time I'm paying my own bills and it's not a good experience. I budgeted so well to pay everything but then they keep sending me ridiculous bills and when I call them the customer service advisor agrees and tries to change it, but each month the same again. I'm so so tired of spending hours on the phone each month, and I've been asked to ignore bills until they sort it out but although I've tried to put money aside the amount is still more than I can afford. Sorry for the rant, its all new stress for me providing for my 3 children as a single mum. I feel there's alot shifting inside me though with the planetary pulls. 2 days ago I did an energy awareness meditation on a live zoom call and that identified some things I need to nurture. Perhaps I'm not giving time for that. Tomorrow I'm getting away for a couple of days so I hope it will allow some space for self nurture and alignment.

Does anyone else feel super tired and emotionally drained on holidays? Four of July is my favorite holiday, yet I find myself exhausted and drained today. I am curious if anyone else ever feels like this. Thanks

I used to overgive to those around me… My time, my energy, “helping people” etc I would rationalize it even when it meant abandoning myself Examples of this in my life including holding space for people at the expense of my own energy, overgiving with my time with tolerating people who were draining and even overgiving with what I share on Youtube and social media For years I believed I had to create daily content to GIVE myself to those that watched me At the core of this giving was a subconscious pattern I was failing to see… That pattern was the belief that “IF I overgive… people won't leave me” If I make daily videos on Youtube people will value me, if I abandon myself to hold space for people then they will appreciate me… etc It’s rooted in a wound of codependency Having a controlling step mom as a kid had conditioned me to associate connection and acceptance what what I could provide and DO for others Even if that meant abandoning ME Because as a kid… my feelings did not matter To survive I had to tune to an emotionally chaotic person and anticipate their every move To break this pattern I had to first become aware of the pattern I had to catch myself and question WHY am I doing this? What am I avoiding by staying in this pattern? And am I responsible for other peoples emotions? What if when I felt the urge to overgive… I caught myself and tapped into my body first? What is motivating this urge? Wanting approval? Validation? To be needed? Are there really no strings attached to this or do I want something from the person I am overgiving to? Here are 3 ways I broke the pattern 1. I let go of normalizing nonreciprocal relationships and created balance Relationships that weren't balanced where I would GIVE at the expense of myself… I had to take ownership of this patterns and instead of BLAMING them… I had to acknowledge that people treat me the way I treat me and the way I tolerate This meant having conscious conversations with people and sharing how I felt with the intentions of a new way of relating that felt good