-Daily discomfort was powering through the second half of the 30km run when I was so exhausted I was considering Uber but was way to sweatty to ride in one. SUCCESS! -Got all work done -Packed and ready to go home Tomorrow: -Drive for 12 hours Goodnight!

Happy birthday @Kelly France You’ve been a sponsor , a mentor , and most importantly a one of the greatest friends I could ask for 🥳🥳🥳🥳

1) Daily Non Negotiables - Journaling : Gratitude - NA daily readings - 3L of water 2) Daily Discomfort Challenge✅ Lately I’ve had a hard time accepting anything outside of my daily / weekly routine. Some things came up with my kids and even though I didn’t NEED to go , I knew it was the right thing to do but I was reluctant at first . Simply because I’m so regimented in my schedule : days . But I needed to recognize my kids are my world , they come first , and life happens and no matter what I’ll ALWAYS make sacrifices and move things around for Them I LOVE them and . They deserve it . 3) GYM! 4) mandarin dinner date with my 2 favourite lady’s 5) Great phone call with Kelly 6) Finished some NA step work Tomorrow -GYM - Hang out with my girls

Alright im so sorry this is not about the wins. What we all seek. This is about the struggle. Im sorry im not perfect. I strive to be. We post out success and we yearn to post that. To feel accomplished. And I am so happy to see the success, but for the ones here....like me. Hopeful and yet still impaired...striving and failing but still striving...I am you. I want so hard to be part of this wonderful community but still struggling. I am that last step. I am what you want to be too. Im scared like you are but I have found a community in Kelly and I most sincerely have found that in you as well. All the best.