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35m •
Relapse after many days
Today i ended my month long streak. It was becoming unbearable affecting my professional life and wellbeing. The benefits were great, would've liked to extend it more but didn't happen. I don't feel too bad tbh, bcuz i did way better than last time. This time tho, I had too much pain in the d area, kinda shook me bcuz i thought something was wrong, might be a medical issue or something, was almost gonna visit a urologist.. Because benefits are great but not at the expense of career and wellbeing. I can do a month long streak, now I know fr so it will be more than that fs next time.. I hope this doesn't discourage anyone but take it in a positive way. A month long streak is still better than a few days. I am gonna shut up from now on and not post big streak talks. I will keep improving from here on and motivate others. Thanks.
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2d •
Beat my mind
Today I probably had the strongest urge to relapse so far. So strong that I almost convinced myself to relapse. It's the hardest I had to fight off this urge, I had to use utmost will power in my mind. But I actually beat it. I didn't wanna lose the glow on my face and just the high energy vibration I am experiencing. It's almost like not wanting to lose the super power. Would be frustrating to start all over again. Can't believe the mind games are so strong that I almost fell off but phew. Onwards and upwards from here on.
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@Evan Morgan bro I am thinking whether this is even medically safe. It's good to have motivation but everyone's body is different. These longer streaks are not allowing me to sleep well and also my body isn't functioning normally to this SR. So I just hope it's something that fades away with time. My mind is suggesting me to Relapse and feel normal again so that I can focus on more important things like my career, fitness and money. I still haven't got the ans how is much is enough. Whether 30 days or 365 days or forever. I know I am asking the same questions but a little lost here, let me know what you think man.
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@Keith H I appreciate your support man. But comparing like ancient times to now, is not fair or there's no direct comparison bcuz the starting points are diff. Earlier marriages used to mean something or like getting whores wasn't really that frowned upon etc. Earlier, men didn't have to work on the laptops all day too, so idk it's just not the same. Unfortunately my streak has ended, i know i did well this time but this time it was too much. It was affecting my work, my routine and the most frustrating part is the sleep. I do not remember that I slept 6+ hrs for last 2 weeks. I tried hard to be on SR hoping this would go away in some time but it didn't. I just had to end and go on with it. But I don't feel too much of a regret this time but yeah would've liked to go on longer. I humbled by this defeat lol. I know how hard it gets with time, especially on longer streaks. I am gonna shut up from this time and just focus on improving myself.
7d •
Quick Update 🔔
Hi all. I'm not dead. Just been away for a bit as I've been to a wedding recently and it's my 24th birthday tomorrow so all will resume in a few days or so. :)
2 likes • 6d
I was gonna ask but good to know you're alive man. Hope you're having a good time in the wedding and wishing you a very happy birthday 🎂
8d •
Sitting pretty
Made past Sunday without relapsing, I feel very good, high vibration and great mood. Sunday is usually the relapse day but not this time. There was a post by @Keith H about past people wanting to get in touch with you. Kinda crazy that today I received a call from a guy from my high school. We weren't even that great of friends but still today he called me and invited me to his wedding. He was very polite and sounded like wanted me to come. Maybe he's using the same script to everyone but still I am gonna use this opportunity to zone out for a bit. I will be revisiting my hometown after almost 5 yrs and will be reliving the nostalgic moments. Good days, SR is a breath of fresh air. I wanna keep doing this. Good things are happening. I feel calm, stable, at peace right now.
9d •
Ppl from your past
I’m sure many of y’all have heard about the part of SR, where ‘people from your past try come back into your life’ I’m monitoring this… as on Xmas day my old best mate that I hadn’t spoken to for a decade, msgd me and asked how I’d been Then today my very first gf from 18 years ago msgd me, and we hadn’t spoken since then, to ask how I’ve been too After the first instance I thought prob a coincidence but then the second I’m like ok… maybe there’s something to this part, so we’ll see if strike three comes through from somewhere
2 likes • 9d
Idk how SR has got anything to do with this but for them to hit you up after so long, is kinda crazy. Take all the wins man, enjoy. You deserve this.
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