WTF Is Spirituality Anyway?!
As per Google: Spirituality is the personal, non-religious search for meaning, purpose, and connection to something greater than oneself, such as nature, the universe, or a higher power. It is a subjective experience focusing on cultivating inner awareness, compassion, and presence, rather than following strict doctrines. It often involves exploring deeper truths about existence, consciousness, and one's place in the world. In my opinion, Google was pretty spot on. I grew up in a home where there was only one way to experience spirituality, "the right way", through religion. Even as a kid i was attracted to more esoteric or occult practices and knowledge, but it was quickly shut down due to it being "evil". Pretty much anything that challenged the religious dogma, was evil. There was no free thinking or questioning, as questioning would mean you were defying God. After having a moment of...."wait a minute" a lot of things in my life started to make sense. Life, to me, became about remembering who I am, realizing we are all connected and have more in common than not, understanding that there were so may different ways to reach God or Source. It became clear that connection with the higher power was not through religious rules or practices, It was about going inward and uniting with with this Power at a deep and personal level. In the process of this realization, I also was able to see my own traumas and "shadows". These parts of me that were hurt, rejected and disowned. Things I thought were "normal" that now looking back, were definitely not lol. Gathering the courage to look at these parts of me and address them, was probably harder than I care to admit, But super worth it. I have now integrated several different practices, that I pulled from different types of religions, rituals, ceremonies. These come together to help me be able to get into the state of mind where I can continue to search for answers and apply what i learn to my every day life. That's what spirituality is to me, the ability to freely connect with God in a way that is tailored to you as an individual, without having to conform to anyone else's idea of how to do so.